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do i have to wait another 20 years.

it might come as a relevation that i can get tired too, not physically so much as mentally tired. so, should you ever need or want me in one way or another, you know where to find me, and know that i'm more than happy to be your entertainment when i can to the best of my ability. i've only just begun to grasp the importance of protecting myself.

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when attitudes of the most fundamental kind clash, there can be no question of agreement or disagreement, for everything one says or does is interpreted from within those attitudes. it is therefore not surprising that there should be frustration and incomprehension on both sides.it would require tremendous effort to shed one's ego that harbours the ( Read more... )

worries are mounting that my private under-the-breath mumblings are getting louder with each frequenter occurrence, and before i realise it soon enough to check it i would be staging a full-blown soliloquy drawing many an inquisitive stare. and i wonder why this is. is it what they call part of the prodrome to an impending illness invisible to the ( Read more... )

to the illusion of the truth. to the truth of the illusion.
to the loneliness of intimacy. to the intimacy of loneliness.
to many more days spent together. to a great better dream lived together.

so the first moments of my new year were passed in a leaden yet relaxed state of consciousness, a disinhibited yet controlled mode of action. sometimes i find sadly overwhelming my incapacity for enjoying a special occasion thoroughly; could allow myself to do a few little silly things alright, but as far as giving full rein to the primitive wild ( Read more... )

there is something about reality that makes it rather intriguing. hence anything based on reality holds a certain attraction for me, and even if not at once attractive it is bound to encompass some hidden value(s) that is/are worth examining. that is not to imply i find reality splendid or necessarily agreeable about which one can feel complacent ( Read more... )

have you not ever wondered what trust is composed of, what the substance of faith is? you listen to someone speak, you read an article somewhere, and the worst is this, you hear a rumour the origin nor messenger of which can be conveniently attestable, how likely are you to take its veracity (if any to begin with) for granted, believe it thoroughly ( Read more... )