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hoboprincessjoe

This Was Over Before It Ever Begain.

Jan 05, 2006 23:30

Ok, so here is a conversation Taylar and I had. He still hates my guts, but it doesn't really matter. This was basically me trying to make everything ok for Sami and Ryan. I don't want them in it. I also don't want Sami to know some things about me that Ryan and Taylar know ( Read more... )

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x__hipbones January 6 2006, 09:43:33 UTC

I think you should just punch him in the face and give him a good roughing up. To hell with secrets.

hoboprincessjoe January 6 2006, 09:49:20 UTC

Sami would freak out if she found out half my secrets, she thinks she knows me so fucking well... Plus my mom is a counciler and uber-christian and if she found out that I cut, I'm bulimic, and I drink she'd throw a fit. I'm already in "group".

x__hipbones January 6 2006, 10:21:32 UTC

I don't know... It's good to let go of your secrets, be it intentionally or untentionally. Keeping secrets ruins relationships, platonic and romantic. Trust me, I speak from many years of experience.

Plus, this guy is blackmailing you. Don't cross his path otherwise he'll spill your secrets? There's no way you can win with blackmail. Better to tell him to fuck off because right now, he's a stain in your life, than to let him dictate your actions, even if it's just slightly.

My mom found out this year I have disordered eating and that I self-injure and it's really not as bad as you imagine. Trust me. Yes, it'll be hell for a month. Yes, she'll want you to get help but obviously that's because she cares about you and your current actions and thinking that leads to those actions are extremely self-destructive. Yes, there might be crying. Yes, she might accidently guilt trip you. Yes, she might misunderstand self-injury.

But it's worth it. Just to get the secrets off your chest.

hoboprincessjoe January 6 2006, 10:27:04 UTC

But my mom is a counciler for a residential program and she would send me threw it. See my brother, dad, and mother are mostly the reason for my eating disorder because they are always like "You'd actually be pretty if you lost weight." or "I would consider claiming you as my sister if you were skinnier and somewhat pretty." I hope you don't mind, but I used your other comment as a qoute on his Myspace. Here is what I posted ( ... )

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