sonovabint! stupid news breaking coverage interrupts my Conan O'Brien show? with news of a Green Bay Packer being charged with sexual harassment? wtf is that? i mean they couldn't wait until like 6am news to break this story? just 6 hours away...

principal photography is finished! man. i can't believe it. now all i have to do is send this film into a lab and pay for the thing. i got news from my professor that he would do a reshoot if i absolutely had to have one. we'll see what happens ( Read more... )

i've decided instead of begging sympathy from those around me, i should just vent here where people may see and take into account but not have to do anything about it. most of the. ok the only troubles really are movie troubles ( Read more... )

you know that one guy on the airplane, coughing, hackin' up who knows what and generally scaring everyone onboard with the threat of illness? i hate that guy. he/she always gets me sick. well. only on those really long flights. but anyway that guy is going to be me. yep. i got the flu. hopefully it doesn't stay the night but it was here the whole ( Read more... )

Abraham Lincoln: "Things may come to those who wait, but only the things left by those who hustle ( Read more... )

i know now why i love DV so much. that's too bad because i spent or wasted so much of my money on this film. did some bad things, had more bad things happen to me through circumstance.
things i should have done were...

nah i give up. i'll try to shoot some things tomorrow but with like no crew... that's how it felt pretty much today.

it's very unclear to me, why i should stay in school really. it seems to just want to keep me here ( Read more... )

but why did i shake so much afterward? whew. i was so nervous in speaking i had to stop myself because i was stuttering so badly. then for like 5 minutes afterward i was just so tense, i had to calm myself way down ( Read more... )

and i even heart my arch-nemesis here at oshkosh because of it ( Read more... )

i wanna don a new attitude. a positive outlook on what i have to offer the world. yes i can do that instead of ...i dunno... (out of much reserve and shyness) and yes i have an opinion (because i often tell myself i have no opinions about stuff but there's gotta be one somewhere inside me...). i want to see how long i can keep it up. i believe ( Read more... )