you'll have o hold my hand...hippomonkiJanuary 12 2006, 09:13:41 UTC
it's a good scared, but i'm not letting it hold me back at all...i think i'm actually having more issues about feeling happy, i feel guilty about it honestly, and sometimes it feels like i've been faking it so long that the real thing is just too much... especially since this is the happiest i've been years, if not ever, and i was dammned happy with chris...
but i know you know how all this goes too... love you miss otto E
OMG - your poem was wonderful!! have i said how much i enjoy your thoughts? i am so glad ig etto read your journal. i'm so happy you are having this feeling. it is a rare thing to recognize that it may be fleeting and still embrace it with your whole being.
wheredid you the sentiment "it's nice to be gotten, rather than had....." ? i like that alot. i will spend a few minutes today, now and again thinking about it.
may i recommend your journal to a friend of mine who i think would also like your thoughts?
i could ramble foreverhippomonkiJanuary 12 2006, 13:27:34 UTC
i am really glad you enjoy what i have to say *blush* and yes you've mentioned it before, i am very honored by this, like it's sometimes the fourth grade equivalent of "having a boy like me" when you say it lol... as far as the saying goes, its something i said about this boy, and it just stuck. he has my brain infected on so many levels i've even been creating art, i can send you the specific links if you like, the poem here is one of the pieces of writing i am most proud to have wriiten.... and as far as your friend goes of course you may share me ;), if i ever have something i need a lil more private i just friends only it or write it somewhere else..
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but i know you know how all this goes too...
love you miss otto
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wheredid you the sentiment "it's nice to be gotten, rather than had....." ? i like that alot. i will spend a few minutes today, now and again thinking about it.
may i recommend your journal to a friend of mine who i think would also like your thoughts?
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as far as the saying goes, its something i said about this boy, and it just stuck. he has my brain infected on so many levels i've even been creating art, i can send you the specific links if you like, the poem here is one of the pieces of writing i am most proud to have wriiten....
and as far as your friend goes of course you may share me ;), if i ever have something i need a lil more private i just friends only it or write it somewhere else..
thank you again
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