Sealed - A YongSeo songfic?
Listen to this as you read the story. Inspired by it too ;)
I want to dream forever with you...
Following the happy breeze, beneath that bright sky that blinds me
Beautiful melodies and fresh air fills this road that I’m walking with you
The piano music plays. I can’t help but watch you as you march down that path. That path that will eventually lead you to me; to the beginning of our forever.
Do you remember? Those awkward and unfamiliar times when we first met
I’m thankful to you for silently taking care of me when I was hesitant and young
How was it that I met someone like you? On the surface, you were quiet, you were uptight, you wanted things to be done in a certain way. You were very mature for your age, you’ve never had a boyfriend. And yet, six years after our fated meeting at the MBC lobby, here I am. Here we are.
My exhausted heart beats once again
My weak heart has found light again
I want to hold your hand and walk like this forever
Together with the person I love in a world just for the two of us
My heart was tired of all the heartbreaks. Of all the times when people would tell me I was everything to them, they broke it. They broke their promises. But you didn’t. It was funny. You didn’t tell me all those cliché words; instead, you showed them to me. You barely spoke at first, but now, as I look at you, it all feels so right.
Those unforgettable memories during that long time
Throughout the laughter and the tears, the one who always believed in me was you
I remember our first serious fight. I didn’t remember the details of the argument because all of my memories of that event were of your tear-stricken face. The guilt crept up to me. I had tarnished your beautiful, goddess-like beauty with a petty little thing. You didn’t talk to me for a while, reminded me of the mildang that I pulled on you before on our reality tv show about a year or so ago. I was desperate. I didn’t know which of us was wrong, but I know that all I wanted was for you to be back in my arms again. For us to once again smile at each other with all the love we have. And we did.
My exhausted heart beats once again
My weak heart has found light again
I want to hold your hand and walk like this forever
Together with the person i love in a world just for the two of us
And then, as our relationship progressed from friends to more than friends, I was confused. I was confused on how to label our relationship. I know you were than a friend to me. And, as I try and imagine my future, you were always in it. But what I was scared of was what you label our relationship as. Was I more than a friend? An acquaintance? Your best friend? Or am I, hopefully, a man capable of standing beside you as your boyfriend, your lover, your husband? That last part was expecting too much but those doubts of mine flew away when you confessed to me and I did so too.
No one will bother us
There’s not even a reason to waste any time
(Sometimes) we could be far from each other
(With the same heart) the same heart as one, dreaming the same dream
Remember when after we finally got together, people started to increasingly advice us to not take this relationship seriously? I would always get hurt whenever I see a comment on the Internet saying that we weren’t real. Or worst, death threats against you. I began to think ‘Am I being selfish? Is what we are doing wrong?’ But all those disappeared when your name flashed on my cell phone screen and I accepted your video call. Even when we were miles apart, you were in the US, I was back in Korea, you smiled me your hundred-watt smile and there I knew, you were my strength. You’ll always be together with me on this.
Even if a very long time passes (a long time passes)
Even if you and I become a bit different (a bit different)
I want to dream forever with you like this
The one who fulfilled my wishes, the one who became my faith, with you
I had to go to the military to serve for two years. My company had kept on postponing my military duty but I decided to get this over with as soon as possible. I had already planned our future together by then, did you know that? When we said our goodbyes at the train station, I just wanted to hug you there then and now, but I couldn’t. Heck, I couldn’t even come near at least 20 feet from you. You looked at me from behind a pillar, with your manager of course, and your eyes showed the sadness you felt. I directed a sad smile towards your way and I mouthed my feelings for you as my fans crowd around me. Even with all the noise, I could feel the love between us.
Saranghae.
After that, you always sent me vitamin supplements, fruits, other healthy stuff and of course, your favorites, Chinese yam and gogumas.
Even if a very long time passes (a long time passes)
Even if you and I become a bit different (a bit different)
I want to dream forever with you like this
The one who became my miracle, the one who dreamed with me, with you
And after two years of not being able to see you, I was finally discharged from the military. I didn’t tell anybody of this except my dongsaengs and my manager. Why? Well, they were in it for my plan. I had kept in contact with them for all those years, asking them if they’ve been taking good care of you, or if you’ve been well, if you miss me, for them to support you whenever they can, and of course, to scare off those possible suitor-idols of yours. Just because I wasn’t there doesn’t mean they can have you.
I still remember the look on your face when my dongsaengs made you go into this secluded place, complete with a table for two, candles, and of course, flowers. You were confused, I was nervous. My back was to you, and when I turned around to reveal myself, you were crying. Of happiness? You jumped right into my arms and had actually cried a bucketful of tears on my new suit that I had bought just for this occasion.
We had long talks, trying to get up-to-date with each other’s lives when I finally decided that now was the time. My future, and yours, was on the line here. I grabbed a box from my inside breast pocked and started my speech. My speech was nothing special, it wasn’t that great, but as I saw tears fall down your eyes again, I couldn’t help but be hopeful. I asked the question, and you uttered those words that I’ve longed to hear with your melodious voice.
Even after a long time passes, I want to dream forever with you.
And as the ceremony ends, I come to look at your face, and your eyes. They were filled with emotions - happy and positive ones to be exact. But one thing that stood out the most was love. I didn’t know when the ceremony ended, or how we even got through that night, but all I remember were your eyes... And those two monosyllabic words that we both uttered.
“I do.”
“I do.”
And with this kiss, we sealed our future.
Our forever.
A/N: So I was listening to SNSD's Forever earlier in the morning and I just wanted to write something about it. It's a great song. Complete is like the best, most emotional and personal song I've ever seen from SNSD, but I think Forever is too. I dunno. I'm like super emotional now, I guess. Plus, forever is a big word for things like promises. But then, if you're willing to go that extra mile for that someone, then forever's nothing for you right?
Anywho, I hope you guys enjoy it. It's pretty vague and all, plus I never mention their names because that's how it is. It's suppose to be pretty vague, like how YongSeo is. Like with their ideals and interview questions, they redirect it right? All we need to do is believe. Heyyyyy! There's a song like that in Princess Diaries, "Miracles happen once in a while when you believe!"
EDIT: Has anybody ever got goosebumps at the part where there's like a choir/chorus at the background? I do. All the time. It makes me want to cry D':
-Erika
I want to dream forever with you...
Following the happy breeze, beneath that bright sky that blinds me
Beautiful melodies and fresh air fills this road that I’m walking with you
The piano music plays. I can’t help but watch you as you march down that path. That path that will eventually lead you to me; to the beginning of our forever.
Do you remember? Those awkward and unfamiliar times when we first met
I’m thankful to you for silently taking care of me when I was hesitant and young
How was it that I met someone like you? On the surface, you were quiet, you were uptight, you wanted things to be done in a certain way. You were very mature for your age, you’ve never had a boyfriend. And yet, six years after our fated meeting at the MBC lobby, here I am. Here we are.
My exhausted heart beats once again
My weak heart has found light again
I want to hold your hand and walk like this forever
Together with the person I love in a world just for the two of us
My heart was tired of all the heartbreaks. Of all the times when people would tell me I was everything to them, they broke it. They broke their promises. But you didn’t. It was funny. You didn’t tell me all those cliché words; instead, you showed them to me. You barely spoke at first, but now, as I look at you, it all feels so right.
Those unforgettable memories during that long time
Throughout the laughter and the tears, the one who always believed in me was you
I remember our first serious fight. I didn’t remember the details of the argument because all of my memories of that event were of your tear-stricken face. The guilt crept up to me. I had tarnished your beautiful, goddess-like beauty with a petty little thing. You didn’t talk to me for a while, reminded me of the mildang that I pulled on you before on our reality tv show about a year or so ago. I was desperate. I didn’t know which of us was wrong, but I know that all I wanted was for you to be back in my arms again. For us to once again smile at each other with all the love we have. And we did.
My exhausted heart beats once again
My weak heart has found light again
I want to hold your hand and walk like this forever
Together with the person i love in a world just for the two of us
And then, as our relationship progressed from friends to more than friends, I was confused. I was confused on how to label our relationship. I know you were than a friend to me. And, as I try and imagine my future, you were always in it. But what I was scared of was what you label our relationship as. Was I more than a friend? An acquaintance? Your best friend? Or am I, hopefully, a man capable of standing beside you as your boyfriend, your lover, your husband? That last part was expecting too much but those doubts of mine flew away when you confessed to me and I did so too.
No one will bother us
There’s not even a reason to waste any time
(Sometimes) we could be far from each other
(With the same heart) the same heart as one, dreaming the same dream
Remember when after we finally got together, people started to increasingly advice us to not take this relationship seriously? I would always get hurt whenever I see a comment on the Internet saying that we weren’t real. Or worst, death threats against you. I began to think ‘Am I being selfish? Is what we are doing wrong?’ But all those disappeared when your name flashed on my cell phone screen and I accepted your video call. Even when we were miles apart, you were in the US, I was back in Korea, you smiled me your hundred-watt smile and there I knew, you were my strength. You’ll always be together with me on this.
Even if a very long time passes (a long time passes)
Even if you and I become a bit different (a bit different)
I want to dream forever with you like this
The one who fulfilled my wishes, the one who became my faith, with you
I had to go to the military to serve for two years. My company had kept on postponing my military duty but I decided to get this over with as soon as possible. I had already planned our future together by then, did you know that? When we said our goodbyes at the train station, I just wanted to hug you there then and now, but I couldn’t. Heck, I couldn’t even come near at least 20 feet from you. You looked at me from behind a pillar, with your manager of course, and your eyes showed the sadness you felt. I directed a sad smile towards your way and I mouthed my feelings for you as my fans crowd around me. Even with all the noise, I could feel the love between us.
Saranghae.
After that, you always sent me vitamin supplements, fruits, other healthy stuff and of course, your favorites, Chinese yam and gogumas.
Even if a very long time passes (a long time passes)
Even if you and I become a bit different (a bit different)
I want to dream forever with you like this
The one who became my miracle, the one who dreamed with me, with you
And after two years of not being able to see you, I was finally discharged from the military. I didn’t tell anybody of this except my dongsaengs and my manager. Why? Well, they were in it for my plan. I had kept in contact with them for all those years, asking them if they’ve been taking good care of you, or if you’ve been well, if you miss me, for them to support you whenever they can, and of course, to scare off those possible suitor-idols of yours. Just because I wasn’t there doesn’t mean they can have you.
I still remember the look on your face when my dongsaengs made you go into this secluded place, complete with a table for two, candles, and of course, flowers. You were confused, I was nervous. My back was to you, and when I turned around to reveal myself, you were crying. Of happiness? You jumped right into my arms and had actually cried a bucketful of tears on my new suit that I had bought just for this occasion.
We had long talks, trying to get up-to-date with each other’s lives when I finally decided that now was the time. My future, and yours, was on the line here. I grabbed a box from my inside breast pocked and started my speech. My speech was nothing special, it wasn’t that great, but as I saw tears fall down your eyes again, I couldn’t help but be hopeful. I asked the question, and you uttered those words that I’ve longed to hear with your melodious voice.
Even after a long time passes, I want to dream forever with you.
And as the ceremony ends, I come to look at your face, and your eyes. They were filled with emotions - happy and positive ones to be exact. But one thing that stood out the most was love. I didn’t know when the ceremony ended, or how we even got through that night, but all I remember were your eyes... And those two monosyllabic words that we both uttered.
“I do.”
“I do.”
And with this kiss, we sealed our future.
Our forever.
A/N: So I was listening to SNSD's Forever earlier in the morning and I just wanted to write something about it. It's a great song. Complete is like the best, most emotional and personal song I've ever seen from SNSD, but I think Forever is too. I dunno. I'm like super emotional now, I guess. Plus, forever is a big word for things like promises. But then, if you're willing to go that extra mile for that someone, then forever's nothing for you right?
Anywho, I hope you guys enjoy it. It's pretty vague and all, plus I never mention their names because that's how it is. It's suppose to be pretty vague, like how YongSeo is. Like with their ideals and interview questions, they redirect it right? All we need to do is believe. Heyyyyy! There's a song like that in Princess Diaries, "Miracles happen once in a while when you believe!"
EDIT: Has anybody ever got goosebumps at the part where there's like a choir/chorus at the background? I do. All the time. It makes me want to cry D':
-Erika