Tracing my soul

Apr 12, 2004 01:18

I despise tracing. I especially don't like the fact that we have to copy all these master works, and that I'm being forced to trace them. I'm an expert copyer. I've mastered the art of copying, but I don't trace. Now all of a sudden I have to trace before I can paint. It's aggravating.

Ah but all this work will focus my nervous energy resonating from my upcoming visit to Atlanta. I'm not as nervous as I was when I first met Laura, but the promise of seeing her again instills both anxiety, and happiness. I like her a lot and I know things are going to go well, but I also know I'm good at screwing things up. I don't want to do that because as I said, I really like her.

I'm making something for her that I think she'll like, but I don't know. It will make a good B-day present.

My Swimming prowess is returning. After about a 3 month haiyatus from the pool, I'm finally starting to get my sea legs back and that "web muscle" in my back under my arm pits is starting to grow again. My Butterfly wasn't affected by my lack of practice. I'm still pretty good at it. And I love it. It's my secret weapon in the pool.

I got ahold of my advisor, so that's cool. I have a meeting with him later today. Then I have to reschedule my departure times. I'm swamped. But it's all good
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