I hate my life.

Talk about being depressed..

This summer has been the best, despite what anyone might say. Im going to miss waking every morning and immediately seeing you till 1 or 2 in the morning. Im going to miss our usual walks around the mall, or in other words, "being producitve".....I can keep on going for hours, but the one thing Im going to miss about this summer is doing nothing on ( Read more... )

I've felt the coldness of my winters, I never thought it would ever go. I cursed the gloom that set upon us..but I know that I love you so.

Im sorry and I love you.

I could have lost something, I probably will never find again..no matter how much I search...

I hate myself for thinking about it. I just cant stop myself sometimes, the thought of it never fails to make me cry.

Sometimes I think this is all a dream. Sometimes I wonder if what im feeling will hurt me in the long run. Sometimes...sometimes I wish it were never ending, that things will never change, never involve into something new. But then again, I will never have a change of heart. I know im young, so they say, but it doesnt underestimate my heart. I had ( Read more... )

Fuck Livejournal. I thougt I needed you, but I dont.

Dear Livejournal,

You have been here for me ever since Middle School. You have sat through my depression and through my endless happiness. You have eased my boredom so many of times, I forget what I used to do, before I met you. I have introduced you too all my boyfriends and all my heart aches. We have had so many laughs reading ( Read more... )

Life is for once looking good for Mel. Im not letting stupid things get to me as easily and best of all Im not letting my moods control my every move. Its about time I let those moods let go of me. I was becoming so exhausted and overwhelmed with them always being around sometimes. I never noticed, but it really drained me out. Compared to how Iam ( Read more... )