Comments | highheeledbitch: confused

highheeledbitch

confused

Dec 06, 2004 20:04

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sluggirl December 7 2004, 12:20:43 UTC

Jackie baby darling! Welcome to the addiction that is lj. There is no escape!

of course there is no escape. highheeledbitch December 22 2004, 08:36:30 UTC

once your in you can't erase it. The addiction has already melded it's way into my mind, even right now as I am typing I have no control I can't stop my fingers shit what do I do? AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

tenzy December 8 2004, 05:19:17 UTC

hey girl! roomie! next door/room buddy! I love you :-)

hey roomie highheeledbitch December 22 2004, 01:41:14 UTC

TENZY! Roomie! I love you too! I am just an emotional trainwreck right now but I just wanted to tell you that I had a lot of fun in seattle! And Happy Holidays! A nd I wish you a good New Year. See you when you get back, oh wait I forget your going to be an R.A. goddammit Tenzin your leaving, I pissed but don't worry I still be your friend just a pissed off friend.

Re: hey roomie tenzy December 22 2004, 04:01:29 UTC

Jackie! Oh, I'll love you as a pissed off friend too :-) But what's up with the trainwreck? Need a reconstruction crew? Count me in :-)

I am so confused. highheeledbitch December 22 2004, 01:36:57 UTC

OK those of you who do know me know that I am in a relationship. I care about my boyfriend very much, however our relationship has been very blah!( there is no need for details) I have been with him for a few years and I have over time realized that we are both in a different place in our lives. I have come to the most unfortunate conclusion that I need a break from our relationship. Telling my boyfriend about my feelings about breaking it off with him WILL be the hardest thing that I have ever done. I'm not sure whether to just break up with him and leave at that, or try to talk to him about our relationship and what needs to change, and try to work on it. No matter what I am going to hurt him so much, and I love him a lot still so the idea of hurting him just makes me feel physically sick. I am lost in my own emotional mess and need comments. Thank you for listening to my mushy business but I really needed to write it. signing off.

Re: I am so confused. tenzy December 22 2004, 04:05:08 UTC

Ah, ok, I see the trainwreck now.

Sit down with him and tell him somewhere...you know, in public would be bad of course, at your house not good because then he has to leave, at his place would be the best, you could leave afterward, but it's just not awkward and not easy all around.

I'm sorry I can't supply you with directions out of this mess. Although, I think you already know, basically -- break it off, and this will at least provide some progress in the confusion,

also... tenzy December 22 2004, 04:10:17 UTC

you should copy this text and paste it into a new post. What you just did is continue the thread begun by your very first post from a couple weeks back. But your other friends (like jonny, maybelyn, melissa, etc) won't know you have made a new post until you do it in the correct way.

click on your username at the top right of the screen. it should take you to yourjournal. on the top left or middle, click on user info or profile. then, in the middle, toward the top of the screen, there will be various icons. click on the one that looks like a pencil and a notepad. that will take you to a page where you can make a new entry.

you really should do this because people who check their 'friends' page won't see your new entry, they would only know you made a post by checking your journal specifically.

also, don't forget to add all your friends, don't know who you have added right now...kirsten is icon something, maybelyn is hmm_maybelyn, etc.

Re: PERHAPS highheeledbitch December 22 2004, 08:40:36 UTC

PERHAPS i have taken your advice about relocating my entry but as you can seee i fucked up and it is on this screen twice. whoops, oh well. Anyway guess what i'm going to do add you as my friend finally.

sounds familiar hmm_maybe_lyn December 24 2004, 10:35:02 UTC

[hey it's maybelyn jackie ( ... )

Re: sounds familiar highheeledbitch December 26 2004, 20:35:51 UTC

I had no idea that happened to you. However it looks like things changed for the better for you. I'm glad. Mike and I had a very long good conversation. We are better now. We were very honest with eachother. There are still things that need to change but those specific things as in his own room will come with time. Is everyone coming back for New Years? Let me know.