Success ( Read more... )

Here I am, at my mom's office, where it's only 75 degrees and I am dying ( Read more... )

Over the past years, I've gained (and lost) a lot of friends in real life. I've realized who are the "friends" that I can't trust and who are the "friends" that aren't always there. I've realized who talks about me behind my back, who never was there for me, and who I don't need. I've realized every single thing I need to know about the people who ( Read more... )

I ask myself this question: why? Why am I getting mad at my mother? Why am I saying that I hate my sister? I realized one thing tonight. Why am I taking all my anger out on my family when it is I who I should blame ( Read more... )

Again, I must say this: you are utterly and completely pathetic ( Read more... )

Today is the day that I discovered two new very important things about myself. I have been wondering what I would be when I grow up... and then today, I got my answers ( Read more... )

Talked to my daddy today. Everything is alright. I hope. :)

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The whole day, I could not stop thinking of my Javybaby. Anyway... he's not the main point but he's a point... x) That I love him? Yes. That's the point. The main point ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHA, for the past week I've been putting up with Kaeleb saying "You're sad" to me, or insulting me. And now today... sadly, he was powerless. XD

K: "It's okay, Christen."
C: "I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GONNA SAY."
K: "What?"
C: "YOU'RE SAD."
K: "Oh yeah. Well... -pats back- wait... -holds bra strap- what's this?"
C: "OMG, GET OUT!"

omg.

I need to see a psychiatrist. Really. I'm not mental or anything, but things are getting pretty hard to deal with at the moment. I have only noticed now how much things are changing and how harder things are getting at both home and school. I have no idea what to do. I need advice from a therapist. :( I need someone to talk to. Badly. I love my ( Read more... )