I'm far too bitter.
I let things still bother me from months or even years ago.

I rarley let things go...and with one stupid bulletin I'm back to square one.

Why?
How fucked up can ya be?

The world may never know..

...I wish friends could be like LJ. Just pick up right where you left off. Who cares if it's been 6 months since I talked to you last. It's all good baby, it's all good. But I know, life doesn't work like that. you have to work at every relationship you have; it needs attention, love, and communication to grow. Sometimes, I can't get all 3 together ( Read more... )

Why do i only read everyone else's entries and never actually update my own. Lazy i guess ( Read more... )

Comment with your name, (unless I hate you) and ( Read more... )

I'm not fucking over it

WHATEVER!

So many emotions.

So much confusion.

I feel alone.

List 6 of your favorite songs of the moment in your own lj and then tag 6 others to do the same ( Read more... )

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue....

You look so good in blue

Last night I had a realization.

I found out I actually do love my father.

The problem is, he doesn't love me....

He came home last night from my uncle's house and my mother asked him if the family was smoking around him and he just said "yeah" like it was no big deal. She then proceeded to ask him if he was smoking, and he laughs. Something ( Read more... )

Sometimes life just overwhelms me, and not in the good way.

I saw a movie the other day and kinda cried over something stupid. I sat back and thought to myself, "man you're kind of a loser."

When you're talking shit to yourself, you know you're in trouble....