*sobs* This is just... it's just Perfect. Thank you so, so very much darling.
When you were four years old, we talked about going to Hogwarts at some point, and I promised you that I would be there to wave goodbye to you on the platform on 1 September 1981. I'm going to be there that day, even if you won't be able to see me. I totally lost it here. And Bill- he's just walked away for a while. I think- I think he might even be off to Wales.
Thank you so very, very much, sweetie. *hugs you tight and kisses slowly*
I'm so glad you liked it -- even if it made you cry on your birthday. ;) I must admit that I cried, too, while writing it, but who am I to refuse Gideon?
Gideon is very relieved to hear that Bill might finally be off to Wales. It's more than necessary for him.
*quietly* I kept looking at King's Cross for you- thinking that maybe- just maybe you'd be there. I didn't want to look though. I was angry. It was stupid.
*hadn't been surprised by Bill's anger on the platform* *softly* It was understandable, though. I'd hoped that you'd know I would come, but I think it was rather too soon after my death. I came every year, you know.
*nods a little, subdued as he can be in hopes of not losing control of his emotions* I wanted to be angry- it was easier. To hate you for leaving me. To hate Fabian for leaving Charlie. But with- *swallows* with Fred's death, I just couldn't do it- none of it. Charlie and I- we're going to Egypt soon- supposed to be in the days after Fred's funeral. I need another tattoo. And- I'll go see Taid and Granny Annie when I come home.
*watches him closely* *shakes his head a little* No-one can do that for long. But in the end you love the person too much and you don't want to spend your life being angry at someone you actually like. *grows very still when Bill goes on* *very quietly* Yes, you do that. It'll be ... good. For all of you. *a little less quietly again* Tad and Mam will be at the funeral I take it?
*hugs you close and strokes your hair* That exhausting? :)
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*sobs* This is just... it's just Perfect. Thank you so, so very much darling.
When you were four years old, we talked about going to Hogwarts at some point, and I promised you that I would be there to wave goodbye to you on the platform on 1 September 1981. I'm going to be there that day, even if you won't be able to see me.
I totally lost it here. And Bill- he's just walked away for a while. I think- I think he might even be off to Wales.
Thank you so very, very much, sweetie. *hugs you tight and kisses slowly*
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I'm so glad you liked it -- even if it made you cry on your birthday. ;) I must admit that I cried, too, while writing it, but who am I to refuse Gideon?
Gideon is very relieved to hear that Bill might finally be off to Wales. It's more than necessary for him.
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So are you and Gus, very, very much. ♥
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He needed to talk. *snuggle*
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*softly* It was understandable, though. I'd hoped that you'd know I would come, but I think it was rather too soon after my death. I came every year, you know.
*squishes* Lovely to see you back. :)
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I wanted to be angry- it was easier. To hate you for leaving me. To hate Fabian for leaving Charlie. But with- *swallows* with Fred's death, I just couldn't do it- none of it. Charlie and I- we're going to Egypt soon- supposed to be in the days after Fred's funeral. I need another tattoo. And- I'll go see Taid and Granny Annie when I come home.
*curls up against you and falls asleep*
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*shakes his head a little* No-one can do that for long. But in the end you love the person too much and you don't want to spend your life being angry at someone you actually like.
*grows very still when Bill goes on*
*very quietly* Yes, you do that. It'll be ... good. For all of you.
*a little less quietly again* Tad and Mam will be at the funeral I take it?
*hugs you close and strokes your hair* That exhausting? :)
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