just some things

[hetaira9]

So Chicago, and the Midwest as a whole, has had some incredible weather during the past week or so. It turns out my friends' house was hit by a tornado. Their house in the city, in Uptown, actually. I also was forced to ride my bike 5 miles in the middle of a thunderstorm, and I was terrified I was going to be struck by lightning, hit by a car, or

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[halogenerate]

As I've probably said before, the anxiety in the beginning of a relationship is so terrible. It should be so easy: you go out, you have fun, you smooch a little bit, hooray! But dread always settles in my stomach the minute the person leaves.

Of course, I'm working on feelings I remember from, like, four years ago, but...

I'm impressed that you made it through five miles in the thunderstorm. If that doesn't make the boy swoon, he's out of his mind.

[hetaira9]

yeah, the bike through the thunderstorm was really scary, I had some very awkward "pray-like" conversations with the universe to spare me.

with him, I'm good for like the next day and a half or so. but if there's no effort to make plans within two days I tend to get antsy. It doesn't help that my schedule is difficult to work around. at the same time, while I'm anxious--it's kinda delicious anxiety at the same time. I'm enjoying it :)

[halogenerate]

Pooks, you give me the warm fuzzies all over.

[hetaira9]

I just want to cuddle with you and let you comb my hair!