i know i look troubled. everyone told me i look depressed.

but no, i think i'm okay. i am going to be okay. i deserve to be happy and i will be happy. for starters, i've been thinking of all the things that can make me happy. past events, activities, people. i can smile to myself thinking about the past and sometimes, i really wish i can relive ( Read more... )

every single time i talk to you, and i mean each and every single time i talk to you, you will always end up breaking my heart. you will always make me cry. and even after all this, i still can't forget you. even though i try, i just can't. i should be hating you right now and i should be hating myself even more ( Read more... )

... i am a superhuman. someone who can please everyone and make everyone happy. i don't wish to hurt anyone.
can someone please help me get out of this mess?

ps: vincent, sarah, shahida and rachel are the best friends i can ever ask for. thanks for hearing me rant late at night darlings.
pps: a proper entry coming up, i hope! :D

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sometimes i wish, there is really someone watching over me. protecting me from danger no matter where i am, watching over me while i sleep, listen to me talk in my sleep, stay by my side forever and never go away.

how i wish i can have someone like that to fill up this empty hole in my life.

it'll be a bonus if he takes the form of the male model in ( Read more... )

ten facts about me that you need to know ( Read more... )

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You'll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

i hate the person that i am now. i am a miserable person. i am bitter. i am no longer lively. i am probably one of the grumpiest person alive. honestly, i hate my life now. i hate school. period. it's sucking out every part of me. if its not for friends that can really make my day, i prolly won't even bother coming to school ( Read more... )

i've been reading a couple of blogs and they're all on one mission - lose weight ( Read more... )

i know it's been far too long and i cant believe there's still people reading this almost-dead livejournal ( Read more... )