[smapfic] then you never want it again [2top]

[hereticpop]

I am not on mass production lately, believe me. I wrote it months ago and forgot all about it, and now I just feel like angstangstangst.

then you never want it again

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[quarrions]

I want to read your fics so badly that I think that very soon a day might come when I start munching on your smapfics as well.....

doom/doom?

just awesomeness I guess

[hereticpop]

Gratiela does that already. it's incredibly flattering, but it also makes me feel sort of guilty. ^.^;

but you reminded me of something I was going to do so maybe I'll go and post that later. /very mysterious, huh?

thankyoubaby<3

[quarrions]

ah I know she does!!! but she´s always been more benevolent towards her fandoms
and even though I shouldn´t have so much problems with johnny´s, I am still very picky actually... atm trying to get into kanjani8 fic, so I guess I will just take it slowly from there and smoothly pass onto smap too afterwards

ohohohoho, I like mysterious!!! though now I am curious :3

<3

[faiee]

♥ It's angsty but not really? I was surprised it didn't end up in porn (wasn't looking around for ratings either) but I was quite glad it didn't. There's something about Nakai in this fic that makes him sound like he's serious about Goro even though he pretends he isn't. But at the same time, there's that bit of him that just wants to get what he can't have I think - and that's what's left over from that whole... thing with Kimura

[hereticpop]

LMFAO, I was surprised it didn't end up in porn too. I mean, when there's no porn, it means I self-restrained, but yes, it was my point not to have porn and not even a real kiss, and keep it on the cool side.

And Kimura's reaction - it's not like he never wanted Nakai - he just never said so and I guess he thought it was obvious?
actually, what I had in mind was that Kimura never cared, sort of taking Nakai for granted, until he realised that Nakai moved on finally - and that he wants Nakai after all. maybe exactly because he can't have him now. and it might just seem a little bit like competition to him, and he wants to win.

and yes, Nakai is really serious about Poodle, but he'll probably never get over Kimura and it's a bit like this situation where you meet your former crush and he hits on you and you're like, why the fuck now? and it's all rather ironic.

you've done something I was really craving for!I wasn't really thinking about this scenario in that way, but now that you described it, hey, i like it. XD i mean, i would love

[christwong1060]

I don't know, I love this fic, I love angst but at the same time it makes me feel so sad to see 2TOPs like this. They love each other, they need each other but at the same time they're too stubborn to say it.

Thank you. Your 2TOPs fic always makes my day :)

[hereticpop]

I love writing angsty 2top misunderstanding each other, because they're both such difficult people, it makes for great fic. [although it is sad and I just want them to confess to each other and have lots of hot sex then. ;)]

no, thank you, bb. :)

[25lalalee36]

I wanna your brain... Soooo badly...And "I won't ask you for anything anymore"

I completely love the bittersweet feeling of this... and the shared smoke, somehow so sad and so hot... It's all so easy to imagine, it's as if they were standing in front of me...

Somehow, I really wished Kim would steal Nakai from Goro... But this is way better...
Love this part: “Actually, Tsuyoshi told me. Apparently he’d missed the message about not telling me, which Shingo kindly pointed out. Now they’re both scared of you.”

I wanna read your fic every day... I think I'm becoming a junkie :D

[hereticpop]

oi, but we already have twin brains, don't we? ;D

the literally shared smoke was the ignition for this. I remembered how hot it is and I thought I absolutely have to have 2top do it and somehow the sad feeling came with it that maybe that's the only substitute of a kiss they have.

don't become a junkie 'cause you're gonna die of withdrawal, I'm slow, you know. ;)
thankyouthankyouthankyou, bb. ♥

[25lalalee36]

In that case my twin brain is the less talented one, cause I could never come with this...(pretty much in slump lately :D) ;)

I so can see it, it so damn hot... OMG, 2TOP T_T Which reminds me, I wanted to point out this as well (and end with pointing this one, cause in other case I will end pointing out whole story ;) ) " Kimura is inhaling, sucking the air out of him and Nakai can do nothing but give it up. It could be his life being sucked out just as well, and he would probably give it up too, right now." This is so UNGH T_T

I think I will be patient junkie (or not so patient but I will act like one ;) )

[ficofthegoblin]

Ouch. That was a nice, pointy piece of angst right there.
But -

“About all those times you knocked on the door of my hotel room? Drunk and desperate to get into my pants? And that one time I let you-”

I would really like to know what the end of that sentence was. XD

[hereticpop]

thank you. :)

and you want to know too much!
it could've been something along the line of, And that one time I let you get on your knees, but I wouldn't know. /innocent