Comments | hereinmyhead617: do u feel dead like me

hereinmyhead617

do u feel dead like me

Jun 30, 2004 19:40

i feel so many emotions that i can't feel anything at all.this is a dead end, this where i say "fuck it"...i dont care about anything. im sick of trying so hard to be what everyone else wants me to be. im fucking done. this has been going on for far too long and i cant end it...im so fucking confused...nothing in my life is how i want it to be... ( Read more... )

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hi... anonymous July 16 2004, 11:49:04 UTC

hey fran i know i havent talked to you in a while but then again you havent talked to me either.. well im writting youbecasue this is the only way i can think of talking to you with out being nervous.. well i want to say that im sorry because i have called you a bitch behind your back, i was always so jealous of you because you had the life that i wanted, the friends, personality, looks. i dont know your prob thining wtf is this and wtf would want my life .right? yeah i know now that i was stupid. i know now that nobody is perfect. it is funny because i recieved a message like this from someone i didnt even know just the other day.. and i was thinking who would want my life? my mother is a bitch who lies to my face and tells lies about me to my fam. my dad is sick and on the verge of dying< the only man who i admire and my sisters are........im not going to say..but you prob know who this is by now.. and i just wanted to tell you that im sorry, i think i was putting all my frustrations on life on you because i thought you were ( ... )