i really hope katie can go to my dads house with me this weekend.
that would be super cool.

never have i felt so lost.

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this, and allow your friends, including myself, to ask you anything ( Read more... )

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i feel so gross right now.
my stomach is huge.

ugh.
all it is ..
is one big fucking trigger.

COME ON PULL THE TRIGGER THIS'LL BE THE LAST TIME.

Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with
KristaitisCause:smokingSymptoms:extremely hairy legs, slightly blocked nose, seeing dead peopleCure:Kryptonite

have you ever mutilated your genitals or anus?

according to matt, he does it every day.

they feed you every five minutes there.
its fucking crazy.

if i get fatter, someone is gonna die.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
the only time i liked was the hour in the expressive therapy room.
we did sand art.
haha

the brainwashing begins in twelve minutes.

apparently, i will not be placed in the group specific to eating disorders.
oh no.
i will be in the all around fuckedupdepressed group because
my mom thinks i'm going to runaway or kill myself.

stupid bitch.
doesnt she know i cant run away
until i atleast get my license?

talk about fucking lame.

I HATE MOM.
I HATE DAD.

So you're gonna be institutionalized
You'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes
You won't have any say
They'll brainwash you until you see their way.

I'm not crazy - institutionalized ( Read more... )