last night was fun. kind of awkward seeing all of alex's family. but i miss him alot and his band is great. good luck to them.

tonight ben is coming out here because my mom fucked up our plans. dumb bitch.

call if you wanna chill with us. 847 477 5292

so yea ( Read more... )

yesterday i joined matt and liz in their creepy ritual of stalking garrett at work. it was creepy and therefor fun. liz wants to molest a little girl but thats ok. garrett messed up her cabinet and she cried. i solicitated myself to 7th grade skater bois haha ( Read more... )

i am so happy right now and i bet you wish you knew why.
but you don't, so yes.

crazy house soon.

ok, who's NOT going to against me on friday and wants to hang out?

they want to buy the look of my abuse.
they want to use my blood to color their perfume.

take out a piece of paper put your name up in the corner right everything down and you can read it back to me maybe even hurt me maybe even know something about me.

I DON'T FIT INTO YOUR DUMB WORDS.

i love how people take what i say the wrong way ( Read more... )

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i feel the need to ventrantrave. so many emotions filling my insides to their full capacity. i feel so deattached from reality. nothing can touch me. i'm in my own little world. but this one isnt safe, it doesn't feel like home. rather, it frightens me near death. almost ot the point where i don't know who i am anymore. and i don't like that. ( Read more... )

alright, so ive been thinking alot about this.

what are some things i can change about myself - inside AND out - to become a better person?

please just answer. it will help in my "recovery."

what if i wanted to paint the sky?