le sigh

[hello_gidsy]

devin found my empty pack of cigarettes and he got upset. he told me to stop, and that he wasnt mad.. he just cares. that's sweet n all but him telling me to stop really makes me wanna do it more.. how childish is that?

plus, if he's acting crazy over something i'm allowed to do legally, how do you think he'll react when i tell him about my other

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[pixie_doodle]

he'll have a heart attack and die. And his parents will make you pay for the funeral.

[hello_gidsy]

:O

wow, guess i'm taking this one to the grave with me

[krashaddikt]

uh oh. i definately feel the same (about almost anything) when someone tells me not to do something i get this idea in my head that i want to do it more (and more obviously) to show them that they are wrong. but i'm just stubborn and egotistical like that.

as for the "naughty" things you do... you should say, "don't kick it til you've tried it."

[hello_gidsy]

yeah, i definately know i should tell him.. soon. but like, i dont know how to bring it up. thats the hard part. i know he'll tell me to stop, but how do i tell him that i dont want to?

i hope it doesnt come down to one of those "its either that or me" type deals.. but if it does, honestly i think i'll just end up lying to him :/