GREY'S SECRET SANTA: IF ALL YOUR LOVE WAS WASTED, THEN WHO THE HELL WAS I?

[helen_halliwell]

For

rorylie

This fic was supposed to be a short piece, and I don't know what happened, but it snowballed into this. I hope you like it!

If all your love was wasted, then who the hell was I?
Lexie/Alex (hints of past Lexie/Mark, Lexie/Jackson, and Alex/Izzie)
Rated - R (just to be safe)

Comments

[javiera]

I kind of hate you a little. I hate when people remind me how much I liked this pairing, because it's never gonna be like this in canon. Ever. It's too good to be handled by GA writers!

And then I love you, because what the GA writers can't give me, (cus they just suck that much), you do! You give me head!canon! Thank you!

I like how they have some of the same issues they have always had, with each others and with themselves (since the first time they hooked up), but their relationship this time around seems to work better, because they have acknowledge their fucked up problems a bit better (particularly Lexie) and have dealt with them. In unhealthy, ironic ways, but they are actually *trying*.

Wonderful writing, great idea, amazing job! ;D

[helen_halliwell]

Thank you so much! I'm really happy you liked it! I love this pairing too, and hate that we were deprived of any growth between these too. I really tried to keep Alex and Lexie in character, and I'm glad that came across in this fic. I hate how unresolved both of their issues are, especially in regard to one another.

Thanks so much for reading!

[waltzmatildah]

I still ADORE this. BTW.

♥