They said it couldn't be done.

[heinleinfan]

"They

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Much love

[sweetmmeblue]

I read all of this. I hear you and understand. As I was there then, I'm still here now and thrilled to share the good things with you. Love you hon!

Re: Much love

[heinleinfan]

Love you!

[curly_chick]

So very glad.

[heinleinfan]

Me too! And you will likely get to see my husband soon!

[gilana]

Gah, I can't tell if this is a personal post or fiction. (LJ idol is a fiction thing, isn't it? Yes? No?) Hoping it's the latter...but sending love either way.

[heinleinfan]

It is personal, but it is also for LJ Idol. (LJ Idol is...anything you want to write, as long as you write the prompt they give each week.)

This is true. 100%. Sometimes, even with my actual life stories, there's some poetic license, to tell a good story. There is no license taken here. I feel like these memories are important for me to keep, to hold on to, to keep vivid in my mind. This time in my life will always be a part of me.

[gilana]

Thank you for clarifying, and for sharing that. I'm sorry that you had to be in that place, but so glad that you are on the other side of it now and able to see it in a different way.

[dee_aar2]

I am so glad you came out of that phase. But I could very well relate to the thoughts that everything would be better and easier if I weren't around. Sometimes life makes you think that way. I am glad it isn't your crutch anymore.

[heinleinfan]

Thank you.

[halfshellvenus]

I'm so sorry you've had to fight this level of depression, but so glad you made it through. And even more, I'm happy that you're glad. That is a great place to be.

[heinleinfan]

Thanks. It is a great place to be, though it's been a strange couple of years getting to know myself again.