Title:So Much
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Ryeowook
Genre: One shot, Smut, Fluff
Rating & Warning: NC-17 (Explicit lovemaking)
Summary: Ryeowook's desire for Kyuhyun is hard to tame; and little does he know that Kyuhyun can barely hold himself back either.
Disclaimer: I do not own Super Junior members - sighs - and have no rights over them, nor do I have any connections with their management. This is strictly a work of fiction.
A/N.: I wrote this one a few weeks ago... I hope this is not too...explicit? x_x This is my very first shower scene, so... *runs off, shy, and hides in a corner* Guys, writing smut is a very delicate thing and...I hope that people can understand the depth in my stories - like I always say, I never just write smut for the heck of it, I like to give a special meaning to all of my stories, so....I hope you'll see it in there too.
So do let me know if you enjoy this.
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So Much
The water trickles down his body and he sighs; his head bent down, he concentrates on the stream caressing the back of his neck and he closes his eyes.
They fell asleep next to each other yesterday, and Kim Ryeowook was a mess for the whole day, tortured by images of Cho Kyuhyun sleeping soundly, his arm around his waist. Two months. They have been an item for two months now. And Ryeowook's desire for him has grown more and more intense, and last night actually made him mad - he even contemplated hitting Kyuhyun awake and voicing his frustration, but as usual, he hadn't. And today, it was catching up to him.
He sighs as he runs a hand through his thoroughly wet hair and closes his eyes. And the water is suddenly Kyuhyun. The water which trickles down his body and hugs his naked curves is nothing less than the man he has fallen in love with, touching him, teasing him, wanting him; he slowly slides his right hand over his stomach, only to have his thin fingers close around his now twitching member, and he pumps slowly, very slowly, to entice himself into wanting more. However, his pace rapidly quickens, and he soon finds himself holding onto the wall, panting and grunting. With every stroke comes images of Kyuhyun smiling, entering the shower with him and touching him, kissing his neck, his abs, caressing his butt, and maybe even sucking him off; whatever he'd want to do, Ryeowook would let him, he thinks, as his whole body begins to shiver at his own touch.
He grunts and bucks his hips, whispers of Kyuhyun's name not even audible under the water pressure, and he suddenly stops; No. He'd promised himself he wouldn't touch himself until he and Kyuhyun had crossed that line together. And suddenly, the familiar frustration comes back, and he curses at himself, his hand leaving his painfully erect penis as he turns around. What awaits him as he turns in the shower is none other than Kyuhyun, hand on the shower curtain, holding it open, his eyes on Ryeowook's erection.
"Kyu..hyuna...what... why are you....?"
Kyuhyun bites the inside of his cheeks, and looks up at Ryeowook's face, who is quite visibly ashamed of himself, judging by his blush and stuttering. And Kyuhyun's voice cuts the sound of the water trickling around Ryeowook's ears.
"What are you doing?"
And Ryeowook is stunned into silence, because the answer to that question is unbelievably embarrassing, and so he chooses not to answer - and it seems that Kyuhyun wasn't even expecting an answer anyhow, given that he keeps on talking.
"What..."
No, wrong question. Kyuhyun reiterates.
"Who.... who were you thinking about?"
"...?! Wha...?"
And Ryeowook blinks. This is silly. What else, or...who else could he even be thinking about? What a silly question.
"What? You....are you really aski..."
"Yes. Who?"
But Kyuhyun's tone is now harsh, and maybe a little dramatic, and so Ryeowook answers quite simply and honestly, his eyes now locked onto Kyuhyun's.
"You."
And Kyuhyun freezes when Ryeowook looks away, biting his lip in embarrassment.
"It's....that's silly, why would you ask, you...You're all I always th...."
And Ryeowook's speech is cut short by the sound of the shower curtain opening fully and Kyuhyun stepping in the bathtub fully clothed. The latter grabs Ryeowook by the back of the neck and kisses him passionately; he then pulls back after a few very intense minutes, and looks at Ryeowook: his eyes are shining, and the water caresses his porcelain skin. He is stunning.
And Kyuhyun is stunning. Absolutely stunning, Ryeowook thinks, as his hair is plastered on his forehead and face from the weight of the water; and his white t-shirt is suddenly transparent, hugging his exquisite body and showing off his broad shoulders and inviting chest, with his pants now boasting his masculinity as the fabric of the cotton suddenly hugs his gracious bulge. And quite naturally, Ryeowook can't help but moan.
Kyuhyun cups Ryeowook's face, and when he hears him moan, his mind goes into overdrive; two months. He has been waiting patiently, hoping to show him how respectful he was of their relationship, how patient he was, when in reality, he had been touching himself almost every night dreaming up a very similar scenario. And he speaks, shiver in his voice.
"I swear, if you don't tell me you want me right now, I'll...I'll just...."
And Kyuhyun's hands leave Ryeowook's cheeks and slowly travel downwards, caressing his neck on both sides and resting briefly on his shoulders, before squeezing his arms. He then whispers hungrily (almost to himself) that he'll go crazy, completely crazy, and Ryeowook can't even think anymore, because Kyuhyun's voice fills the room with lust, and his body reacts unconsciously to this man's hands on his arms; he becomes complete putty in the hands of the artist who is sculpting his features with his intense stare, his eyes traveling all over Ryeowook's naked body, zooming in on his hips, and ever lower to his hardened penis.
And Kyuhyun squeezes his arms a little harder, and keeps whispering.
"Tell me, tell me... you want me to...to touch you..."
But Ryeowook doesn't have the time to answer because his body is immediately and forcefully brought against Kyuhyun's, and he is kissed senseless; Kyuhyun's tongue constantly pries his mouth open, and he soon cooperates, his member painfully pushing against the wet fabric of Kyuhyun's pants, and he moans into the kiss when Kyuhyun slowly thrusts his hips against him.
Kyuhyun then pulls back suddenly, his gaze on fire, and his raspy and demanding voice ordering answers.
"Say it. Say that you want me.......say it."
"I....that's all I want..."
Ryeowook's answer is immediate, and urgent, and Kuhyun smiles at its utterance, quite possibly satisfied of the hold he now has on the shivering man in front of him.
"Again. Say it again."
"...I...I want you...so much that I can't even think straight, I...."
Kyuhyun's forehead now rests on Ryeowook's as he whispers some more.
"Oh god, you just...I....say it again...."
And Ryeowook complies, more than willing to play his younger lover's game, helplessly shivered into submission. And this time, his answer is barely audible, punctuated by his apparent desire, and he is half appalled that these words actually come from his own mouth (the other half being amazed by it).
"Ta..take me, fu...fuck me, make love to me...anything, just.... take me...."
And although Ryeowook's eyes flutter close for a second, he feels Kyuhyun smile even more at his answer, and the kiss he gets as a response blows him away; Kyuhyun is soft, delicate, and sexy. So sexy. And his hands leave Ryeowook's arms to palm his face as he keeps kissing him, mumbling through the kiss how much he has waited to hear this from him, promising that he wants to please him until Ryeowook begs for him, and breathing that he loves him helplessly and sincerely, and Ryeowook almost feels like crying at his sincerity when he kisses back.
The shower head above them rains the blissfully warm water over their bodies, and Kyuhyun gently pushes Ryeowook against the washroom tiles, momentarily apologetic when Ryeowook's body jerks in reaction to the coldness of the tiles, and wasting no time in making up for subjecting him to it by removing his wet t-shirt and proceeding to kiss Ryeowook 's neck and collar bone, his hands on Ryeowook's waist. His mouth draws patterns of desire over Ryeowook's chest and abs, and he gets on his knees in front of him to kiss his hips and his thighs, before looking up at him and smiling.
"Do...Do you want me to...?"
"Yes, yes....please....I...please..."
When Kyuhyun laughs out loud at his answer, Ryeowook bites his lip in shame, and laughs nervously.
"I...I'm sorry, I just.."
"Don't be. I love it. Everything about you. I love it."
Kyuhyun's answer is said adoringly, his eyes on Ryeowook's face, and he smiles at him while the water from the shower partly clouds his vision, and he turns his attention to Ryeowook's member, proudly stiffened in front of his face. Ryeowook takes a deep breath and lets an excited moan escape his lips when Kyuhyun wraps his hand around it, before kissing its tip delicately, making Ryeowook throw his head back, palming the tiles in ecstasy. When Kyuhyun's mouth takes him in, Ryeowook screams of pleasure; he mumbles about how wonderful this is, about how in love he is, about how perfectly well Kyuhyun does this, and Kyuhyun thinks he is too cute for words and laughs around his dick, the resulting vibrations making Ryeowook shiver even more.
And maybe it's Ryeowook's romantic side that overwhelms everything else in his life, this part of him that makes him sing, and write music, and cook, and worry for others, and kiss Kyuhyun constantly, but his heart suddenly beats him into wanting to cherish his lover even more, more than he already does, if that's even possible. In a hurry, he combs Kyuhyunh's hair with his hand and pulls his head back up to his level so that they can kiss; he tastes himself on Kyuhyun's lips, and he moans in the kiss, absolutely blown away by Kyuhyun's soft lips and the spell they cast on him.
And Kyuhyun's breath pushes loving promises through his lips, and Ryeowook hugs him close, his arms around Kyuhyun's now naked back, tracing delicate circles and enjoying the shiver it brings. And when Kyuhyun whispers in Ryeowook's ears that he wants him to turn around, Ryeowook complies immediately, turning his body so that his face is flush to the tiles, and he closes his eyes when Kyuhyun kisses the back of his neck and his back.
Kyuhyun stares at Ryeowook's curves in disbelief; he is perfect, he thinks, absolutely gorgeous; and he marvels at how the water caresses his butt, momentarily envious of the little droplets who shamelessly dip into his beautiful butt crack, and his hands automatically move to cup his butt cheeks, pressing his fingers against the flesh, and parting them.
Ryeowook's needy whine at his manipulation does not go unnoticed, and Kyuhyun immediately lowers his wet pants, before parting Ryeowook's butt cheeks again, and timidly placing the tip of his hardened member there, at the entrance, while he kisses the back of his neck.
Ryeowook squirms; the torture is killing him, absolutely killing him, and he finds himself grinding back into his lover, pushing his butt out at an attempt to feel him in deeper, closer... And when Kyuhyun whispers in his ear, he bites his lips.
"Are...you sure you want...?"
And Ryeowook's head turns to meet his lover's face behind his shoulders, and he urgently kisses him. Kyuhyun closes his eyes and momentarily forgets where he is; his mind drifts to random images of Ryeowook cooking for him, of Ryeowook smiling and singing, and he suddenly can't get enough of his taste, his smell, and still disoriented, he hugs him into deepening the kiss. Naturally, the hug brings their bodies even closer, and Kyuhyun's member slowly makes its way past the petite man's entrance, both men moaning at the same time at the somewhat unexpected intrusion, Kyuhyun shivering when his member dissapears from view.
Kissing his shoulders, Kyuhyun moves his hips in circles at first, and he relishes in the effect it has on Ryeowook: the latter is now hitting the tiles with his fist, begging at Kyuhyun to move even more, screaming that he can't wait anymore, that it feels so good; and Kyuhyun pulls back before shoving himself back into him. It's a long and slow thrust that has Ryeowook shake incontrollably, and when Kyuhyun senses his excitement, he moves closer to him, circling his body with his arms as he reaches for Ryeowook's penis, which he dutifully pumps in time with his thrusts. It takes less than a minute for Ryeowook to have an orgasm, his whole body contracting under Kyuhyun's touch, the ring of muscles at his entrance trapping his lover in; and Kyuhyun's hips buck into him one more time before orgasming as well, Ryeowook's name leaving his lips like a prayer, and his hands on his hips, steadying him in his position against the wall.
Kyuhyun pulls out after a few long minutes of kissing, his hands roaming all over Ryeowook's belly and chest, and he starts to kiss Ryeowook's soft shoulders and inhale his scent when he feels Ryeowook shivering; he instinctively turns the shower head towards Ryeowook to warm his body up with the water, and he hugs him some more. The water does wonders at relaxing and warming up Ryeowook's body, and the latter sighs, smiling. Kyuhyun's voice adds on to his bliss, and he smiles even more broadly.
"I love you. So much."
This was worth the wait. Definitely.
But... he wouldn't mind never having to wait anymore, he thinks, as he kisses Kyuhyun again, his member slowly but surely twitching back to life.
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