The Lost Note -Chapter 2-

Nov 27, 2007 04:15

 



Savage Garden - I Knew I Love You

Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think i've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
A little crazy but i believe
I knew i loved you before i met you
I think i dreamed you into life
I knew i loved you before i met you
I have been waiting all my life

Chapter 2

[Third Person’s POV]

The tension streaming in Yunho’s body grew stronger as each minute passed. The moment in the room was just too serene. He wanted to meet the members. He knew that he was just as excited to see them as they were to Yunho but somehow, he was worried for Jaejoong’s reaction. Maybe I’m just being paranoid. He thought to himself.

The door suddenly opened and there comes a running Junsu and Changmin. As soon as Yunho saw them, he stood up and hugged his members. The way they hug each other is comparable to how little kids in a playground do…playful yet genuine.

Yunho breaks the hug. He steps back a little to make a respectable distance. The hug is very emotional. sYunho misses these times with the members. “So…what’s up?” is all Yunho could say. He noticed a big difference with the 2 boys, especially with Changmin. The youngest member developed into a manly being from a sweet guy. Before he left, Changmin had this short thin super straight hair that molds the shape of his face boldly. Now, Changmin looks manlier with his long thick wavy hair. He looks awesome…and tall. Junsu changed too but not comparable to that of Changmin’s change. Junsu still have the same smile, the same blink of the eyes and the same hairstyle only with extensions and some highlights which looks really cool.





“Yeah…What’s up with you?” Changmin said returning the leaders words back at him. He looks at the leader’s appearance and notice something familiar behind his back. “Hey, that looks like JaeJoong’s cap.” He said while pointing at the object positioned above the leader’s bag. The youngest said with curiosity in the way he looks.

Yunho somehow tensed up with Changmin’s words. Even if he feels no love for the eldest member anymore, something in Changmin’s words is implying thoughts. Implying that Yunho might have worn the cap to show JaeJoong that the feelings he has before are still there. Yunho does not want to have that awkward situation right now. More so, he completely have no intention of making Jaejoong thinks that way. Yunho looked at the place the youngest member was pointing at and search for the cap. Without any hesitation, Yunho grabbed the cap and held it out to Changmin huskily. “Here...This doesn’t just looks like his cap. This is his cap.” Yunho’s eyes stay focused on the member. And before the smart-guy Changmin could have asked the question he didn’t want to hear. Questions like why it was with him all the time. Yunho speak up. “I brought it with me for remembrance but it didn’t seem to be helpful in making me remember something.” Yunho smiled then continue. “Can you hand it back to Jaejoong? And where are the other 2?” Yunho looks up at Changmin then to Junsu.

When Changmin heard the way Yunho regards Jaejoong, he knew right away that something was gone. But somehow, the treatment is inequitable. Changmin then realized that something was being held out to him. It’s Jaejoong’s cap.

[ Scene Alteration ]

Yoochun came running to the van they rode in only to find Jaejoong alone. “Hyung, where are Minnie and Su?” Yoochun asked with oddity as he wonders why the eldest member was alone.

Jae stood up straight from being pressed against the side of the car. He looked at the younger beside him. “How come it took you so long? You decided to play with the toilet?” Jaejoong looked kind of irritated but playfully playfully pissed.

Yoochun wondered if he really did play with the toilet. He didn’t. It’s more like the toilet played with him. Then the memory of the envelope being flushed went back to his mind. Uhhrrrggg! This made things a lot easier but a lot harder at the same time. Easy since he could just tell the true reason of it being flushed down the toilet but hard because he knows that he won’t be able to say as to why the envelope was inside his trouser at those times.

Yoochun just let it be and looked at the impatient Jaejoong charmingly. JaeJoong caught what the younger meant with that pout. Seeing that, Jaejoong didn't bother questioning more and just answered Yoochun’s question. “Minnie and your Su went ahead to see Yunho while I was stuck here waiting for you.” Jaejoong knows that Chunnie wanted to see Su waiting for him instead of JaeJoong. Junsu volunteered himself to stay and wait for Yoochun but JaeJoong would not let him. He doesn’t want to go ahead and have the awkward situation with the leader right away so he decided to stay.

“Why didn’t Junsu stay to wait for me?” Yoochun said softly to himself with a sad expression.

He didn’t want Jaejoong to hear it but Jaejoong did. “Chunnie, you have to understand that they are really excited to see the leader. I know you are too so stop acting all cute and childish and let us hurry up.” He pat the younger member at the back, signaling Yoochun to start walking.

They started walking from a fast speed to a slower one. Yoochun always take to heart what the members are telling him. Then he thought to himself, 'Joongie was right. It’s not like Junsu didn’t want to be with me. It’s just that they are excited to see Yunho.' Yoochun is also keyed up to meet and see how the leader changed. But Micky wondered why Jaejoong stayed to wait for him? Isn’t Jaejoong excited to meet Yunho?

Yoochun glanced at the guy beside him. He noticed that this guy has been silent even when they are still in the car and until now. “You said Su and Minnie went ahead because they are excited to see Yunho?” Yoochun started. He looked at the guy beside him and see JAejoong nodding. Yoochun then asked, “Are you not...excited to see him?”

They were walking in a slow pace but Jae walked even slower. He looked down and thought to himself. 'But really, am I not?' Jaejoong knows how much he wanted to see Yunho. He missed him. All he wanted to do when they meet is to kiss him. Only, he cannot do that. He knows his limits and he knows the right thing to do. Yes, Jaejoong is excited but at the same time worried. “Chunnie, I --- ” but was cut off by Yoochun.

“You’re nervous. I can see that. What will you do when the 2 of you meet?” Yoochun said and is now waiting for an answer.

Jaejoong knows what to do. He has been thinking about this all week. It’s just normal to be nervous at the right time. Jaejoong does his usual mannerism, to pout without any expression and look at things above him. Then he knew what to say. “Chunnie, I want to welcome him normally just like how all of you would. I don’t want to freak him off by telling him to accept my love and love me back. Right now, you are the only one who knows that no matter what kind of bastard he had been with me, I still feel a little bit of love for him. I haven’t been talking about this with Changmin since Yunho left so he must have thought I have no feelings anymore. So I am asking you to act as normal as I am. Let’s avoid having those inept situations right now, okay?” Jaejoong glanced back at the boy beside him and smiled, now with a little ease. Saying those things to Chunnie made him feel comfortable. It made him think that everything will be fine now.

Yoochun closed his eyes and sighed heavily. It’s my entire fault, he thought, blaming himself. He is aware that what Hero told him would avert the ill-at-ease situation that might take place but his heart tells hims that he wants those 2 back together. At the same time, Yoochun doesn’t want his hands on the circumstances. He decided that his hyungs are old enough to do and solve things on their own. If they really are for each other, they’ll find their way back to pull one another.

They reached the VIP section of the airport and they saw 3 rooms. Both of them stop and thought which room they could find their band leader. Jaejoong looked at Yoochun and said, “Shall we knock at these 3 doors?”

Yoochun nodded and just when they are about to move, they heard a familiar laugh at the second room.

Uh-kyang-kyang! Uh-kyang-kyang!

They both looked at each other, smiling. “There is no need for that, I think.” Yoochun said with a curve in the lips. It lifts his spirit up when he heard Junsu’s laugh. It’s so addictive that sometimes when Junsu is telling jokes, you would not find yourself laughing at the joke but rather to Junsu’s laugh.

Jaejoong just started walking while eying Yoochun. “Start controlling you wife, Chunnie-ah.”

[ Scene Alteration ]

Inside the VIP room, Changmin and Junsu were making Yunho translate Korean words to English. Xiah asked about the English of a certain Korean word. Yunho said that the English term is “gay.” Junsu got a little confused and asked, “I thought gay means being attracted to the same sex?”

Yunho wondered for a while. The young member has a point there. “Well…Gay could mean that but it could also mean being happy. You can use the term gay when you are happy or merry.” Yunho explained.

Junsu absorbed the new found knowledge and used it in a sentence. “So…I am gay.” He stated with an innocent looking face. After a second, he realized what he said and found another meaning behind it. As soon as they figured out the other meaning, the three of them burst out laughing and with Junsu’s laugh being the loudest. Changmin is nearly in tears there but the door suddenly open, revealing 2 gorgeous person.

The three members seated on the couch turned to see the 2 men beside the door. Without thinking, Yunho stood up make his way to the 2 men, Park Yoochun and Kim Jaejoong. Yoochun entered first. So likely, Yunho greeted Yoochun with a hug first while Jaejoong closed the door behind him. Yunho didn’t see a lot of difference from Micky. The face and complexion are still the same. Only the hair changed. From a long wavy black, it is now a short black hair. It made him manlier, perhaps.



It is not obvious but Jaejoong’s body is trembling. He didn’t expect Yunho to have changed this much. The man standing in front of him looks to stunning. Yunho has grown a lot taller and his hairstyle isn’t the spiked up hair anymore. It is now brown with shape. And the most remarkable change Jae had noticed was Yunho’s teeth. It is not crooked like before anymore too. Yunho’s teeth are brightly shining now. ‘Looks like things would be a lot harder for me.’ Jaejoong thought.



Yunho stepped aside Yoochun after hugging him to greet Jaejoong. But like Jaejoong, Yunho noticed stuff about him. Yunho can still remember that angelic smell. How could he not remember when he used to love that smell from Jaejoong. For a second, he doubt if he would fall for the guy in front of him again. But he has had enough of that pain to give in to the same attraction again. Yunho thought quickly of these things, ‘Jaejoong changed the color of his hair. The black hair I used to love is now blonde. Anyhow…it suits him well. He grew thinner. A lot of things change but his eyes did not. It still glitters like that when shined by the light. He is still stunningly pretty.’ He has been having too much thought but he decided to stop it all and approached Jae in a proper way.



The tension grew. It’s noticeable by how Changmin and Yoochun suddenly had a serious face and observed carefully what was about to take place. Yunho took a few steps to approach the now smiling Jaejoong. Yunho stood their in front of him, watching him intently with a smile of greeting.

Sure, Jaejoong is nervous but he can’t let that jumpiness take over his body right now. Appreciating Yunho’s approach, Jaejoong held out his hand to have a hand shake. He smiled adorably and look Yunho in the eye. “Welcome back.”

That greeting is too sheepish. It’s not like they aren’t brothers before Yunho leave only to have that small kind of greeting. So instead of reaching out Jae's hand, Yunho hold Jaejoong’s hand and pull the smaller boy closer to his body. When Jaejoong is close enough to Yunho, Yunho released Jae’s hand and brought his arms around the elder and whisper the words he wanted to say. “I miss you.”

Jaejoong needed this warmth more than anyone else from the group. No, he needed this warmth more than anyone else in the world. The moment they hugged, he knew he wanted Yunho back. But he can’t decide for that now. Jae released himself from the hug and shifted 2 steps backward. He looked at Yunho then to the 2 members sitting on the couch. “We’ll eat in the restaurant near the apartment with our manager. He wanted to welcome Yunho too.” Then Jae gazed back at Yunho to see their leader’s reaction.

Yunho looked at Jae affirming and to the other 3 members. “Shall we go and have our stomachs filled now?” Seeing the verified faces the members showed, Yunho walked to the couch to pick up his body bag and hold on to his large stroller bag.

Jaejoong opened the door to let his members exit and be the last one to go out. The 2 members sitting stood up and followed the leader on his way out. Yoochun waited for Junsu to pass by. As soon as Junsu lapse by his side, Yoochun followed the phase of Junsu footsteps and walked side by side with the guy. Yoochun placed his arm around Su’s shoulder. “You are laughing out loud a while ago. What happened?” Yoochun asked out of nothing.

Junsu placed his arm around the back of Yoochun’s waist and replied to the elder’s question. “Yunho told me that the English of happy is gay. I was happy during our conversation so I told them I was gay. Then the other meaning of the word gay came into my mind which makes me laugh…which makes us all laugh.” Junsu smiled while remembering the chat they had at the VIP room.

Hearing what Junsu have to say, Yoochun grinned. He used his freehand to hold Junsu’s chin and oblige Su’s angelic face to look towards him. He raised his hold to Junsu's chin a little to meet the smaller boy's eyes. “Are you not? Gay, I mean?”

Junsu don’t know what to respond on that. He never expected someone would ask him that question. He loves Yoochun more than just like a brother and he has this feeling that maybe Yoochun loves him in the same way. But then what if Yoochun’s question was just for fun. It’s taking him so long to respond. “Chunnie, I am not---” He was supposed to say that he isn’t but Chunnie cut him off.

Hearing the word ‘not’, Yoochun decided not to hear more of Junsu’s answer. He has to let Junsu know what he thinks. “Too bad, Su…because I’m willing to be gay in return for you love. I want you to remember that.” Yoochun then catches up with the other members, leaving Junsu to sort out his thought alone.

All Junsu could silently say was, "Stop Joking." He didn't know if he was directing it to Yoochun or to himself.

AN: Finally done with chapter 2. Can someone suggest a good restaurant at Korea? Because they will be eating at a restaurant and I don't know any. Help please. ^__^ Oh and I'm back with my youtube account. It is still at mess but bear with it for a while. ^__^ I hope you guys can add and subscribe back to me again. ^^ ♥ YOU! YouTube Account ~ HeavensWine2

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