how should i begin this..... the flame you never got to touch is the flame you want to touch the most.  this truth is relevant for me.  i still love krissy fox.  i cant stand it either.  i love masako 10x as much, but i talked to her yesterday.  i still feel a lot for her.  not nessicarily "in love", but its just unrequited love.  ever been there ( Read more... )

i know this sounds like a dumb question.... but in all honesty, i find myself confused with the part of me that would like people to be well, but my good will i found out goes out only to cirtain people in this world ( Read more... )

 wow, i am really tired.  just got back from working out.  worked the pectorals today.  i am expecting a lot of soreness tomorrow ( Read more... )

sitting here alone ( Read more... )

i have been listening to this song for quite a while now, and it still isnt boring after listening to it day after day.  VERY GOOD fighting song.  in fact, i got so insane one time while listening to this and doing Wing Chung workouts on a sand bag on a wall, i almost broke my hand.  its a great song so LISTEN!!!!

youtube.com/watch?v=cye6HOJ36Qo

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oooooooh...... struggling to type..... fore-arms are dead tired.   tried climing a 45 degree reverse inclined wall, the one where i was hanging from one hand, and to think that Tom Cruise did this shit, he is full of it.  that was a dam screen behind all that.  that shit takes a lot of fore-arm strength that i am really sure he dont have.  my shit ( Read more... )

 yet another set back of not having masako around!!!!!

i cant friggin get to bed until 2AM.... and i love sleep.  sure i know the rest of the world loves it.  so i guess that makes me no different.  anyways. guess its time to bust out the night quill.

 i dont know why, but i really miss japan.  maybe it was the city lights at night, maybe it was the kind people, maybe it was the late nights out in roppongi with the cute girls, maybe it was the nice and QUIET train rides that only cost a little money, maybe it was the beefbowl places that serve way healthier fast food than a MC Donalds ever did, ( Read more... )

Analytical Thinker (AT)

Analytical Thinkers are reserved, quiet persons. They like to get to the bottom of things - curiosity is one of their strongest motives. They want to know what holds the world together deep down inside. They do not really need much more to be happy because they are modest persons. Many mathematicians, philosophers and ( Read more... )

hmmm, this is most interesting. i am reading this book i, lucifer, and it just keeps getting more and more interesting. his whole story on adam and eve, the creation of angels, God Himself, and his own fall. i find it funny that the bible describes lucifer as the king of lies, seems like in this book, he just wasnt really a church go-er, ya ( Read more... )