Everything is okay with him now...he's coming to see me on the seventh, and the weekend after...V-day. It'll be my first time having an actual Valentine, it should be interesting. I'm excited. He offered to call me back cuz he didnt want me using my calling card minutes...I'm happy again. About most things. I don't know what to do about guy numero

Why is the world trying to fuck me over today? First the Manny thing, and now fuckin Angelo. He calls me and tells me he has a cold sore, and asks if I have one. I tell him no, and it just seems like he's insinuating that its from ME. God, that made me feel like shit...like I was dirty or something. I just spent half an hour in the shower. Dude... ( Read more... )

Manny was just online...I IMed him...asked if we could talk...he sent me a quote that was in my profile..."Relationships are like broken glass, it's better to leave it broken then to hurt yourself trying to put it back together". I put that in there right when everything was happening. I know we can't try to be together...but I still want him in my ( Read more... )

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I'm confused about Angelo...I was just thinking about the situation...and I wish I hadn't. Ok, the first time we went out, Rich was there and he was bringing up my past....with guys. Saying i did whatever with whoever and yadda yadda, then all of a sudden this dude wants to come see me for the weekend? Is it cuz he thinks I'm easy...that I'll put ( Read more... )

A week here and she is driving me insane. Can we not watch TV infuckin peace? Does she have to make a comment during every damn scene? DOES SHE HAVE TO TALK TO HER MOM TEN TIMES A DAY!? WHILE I'M SLEEPING?! I am very annoyed. I want to scream.

Last night...was one of the best nights of my life. It was awesome. So Angelo got here around 3 or 4 I think. We went to eat, watched a movie...Why did he choose to watch KIDS!? That is the most uncomfortable movie to watch the first time you're hanging out with a guy. But anywho, so we ate some "Jello", shared with some people, then went out. ( Read more... )

I hate when I fuckin care about people then they treat me as if I'm nothing. I have done so fucking much for these people and they take me for granted so much it makes me sick. it drives me fucking insane ( Read more... )

I never knew that even though i was surrounded by so many people i could still feel so alone. Thats why I wanted to come back to school, and it's no different. More people to ignore me. Woohoo. I dont understand whats wrong with me...and it sucks. IT SUCKS.