checking in

[heartssdesire]

Well, I'm stuck at home with a nasty cold, and I've watched all the movies I can take for a weekend. Bleah. Things are getting really weird around here. Housemate alcoholic behavior nastiness. I'd rather be somewhere else

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[covenantscave]

::hug::

Well, for what it's worth in the blatantly self-interested category... it's nice to see you posting on LJ.

^_^

Hope you feel better soon. And... life is scary, but the living of it... well. Yeah. Life in balance, energies justified. Mmm.

Monday.

Me? Want to write. Go sit in a coffeeshop and listen to the rain and gentle music while tapping out musings and playing with techie toys. Watch people go by and feel the rest of the world living. Instead, at least for now, sit in a cube and wait.

Yeah.

But at least I got to spend my weekend with my darling.

Feel better soon, and don't spend TOO much time meditating on warrior ethics. ;)

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[heartssdesire]

{wan smile} thanks. I'll be fine... I've discovered that it's important for me to go through dark times. I get a vision this way that I don't get from contentment. The other face of Beauty, you know, it's hard to look at until you're forced to, but worse if you ignore it.

[amberite]

. . . wow. Strong words. True ones.

Why is it that when you're ill and weak you suddenly notice just how much you don't have your shit together and what a mess your life is?

Yeah, I've noticed this too -- maybe on some level that's what being ill and weak is for. One of the side effects of having a fever, for me, tends to be a propensity to develop interesting ideas and a lack of energy with which to write them down.

[heartssdesire]

I think that's been pointed out to me before, that getting sick is a way the gods have of telling you, Sit down and listen.

Or maybe I just spend too much time on buses full of college students with runny noses. ;>

[darklingrose]

*fierce hugs, gentle kisses*

[heartssdesire]

{grin} thanks sweetie. we do get what we ask for don't we.

[darklingrose]

*thinking for a moment* yes. yes, we do, eventually.

be well, dearie.

[heartssdesire]

I'm feeling better already!

Heh, I get the feeling you and I might have had different things in mind about getting what we ask for... What I was thinking of was, that I asked for sight. And I got it. And it includes things I hadn't wanted to see, in people I hadn't wanted to see them in. Know what I mean? She gives you both sides of the knife. I'm just now realizing, also, that She told me that too, a couple of months ago, and I didn't know what She meant then.