i can't make myself care right now.

[heartsinlace]

today...i was hoping to wake up... but it wasn't a dream. this whole day has felt like a dream, like i'm just floating around... and i've been waiting to wake up in my bed... but it is real life right now...

i hate real life sometimes.

Comments

[anonymous]

you never care enough. there are so many things going on that you are so unaware of. wake up and see the pain and anguish you are causing others. wake up and see how badly those people want the old you back.

[heartsinlace]

it's not as easy as waking up and being fresh. it takes time

[anonymous]

"i'm sorry that you are in pain, there is nothing i can do at this time."
the old you would never say this.

[heartsinlace]

the old me could have done something. i can't do anything for you right now. so are you going to address the rest of it or are you just going to point that out?