TV SHOWS RIP APART MY SOUL!

[heartsdesire456]

Okay we all know this feeling, the fangirl feeling, the one where the very thing you love is the thing that MURDERS YOUR FEELS AND KILLS YOU DEAD A THOUSAND TIMES OVER BUT YOU NEVER ACTUALLY DIE OR STOP COMING BACK

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[geekslave]

I defnitely know how you feel especially with Torchwood and Merlin. I remember I kept thinking during the Diamond of the Day, part 2 I kept telling myself that maybe I should just stop before the last five minutes and live with not knowing. But I knew I couldn't stop my curiosity. I figured I was prepared for the worst. But I so wasn't. I definitely would advise people to skip the last series of Merlin and not watch COE. This was a horrible year for me with my fandoms. I honestly still have not forced myself to watch The Angels in Manhattan yet.

I didn't really feel sad watching The Recheinbach Fall because I know Sherlock isn't dead. Feel bad for John, but it didn't gut me.

[heartsdesire456]

Lmao that's how my friend Amber was. She was all "but we know Sherlock isn't dead... why are you crying?" but SHE DOESNT GET IT! I'm a VERY empathetic person. I cry at sad shit all the time because I look at someone else suffering and it breaks my heart. John at Sherlock's grave left me bawling. I still can't watch it without ANY tears. The last time I watched it (about the sixth time watching it) I managed to just tear up a little, but that's cause I tried REALLY HARD not to cry

[geekslave]

LOL. And aww it's very sweet that you're so empathetic. I get more secondhand embarrassment for characters. Like I cringe at humiliating stuff.

I think I cried at stuff a lot more when I was a kid. I'm a lot more cynical now. I feel empathy for characters, but it akes a lot for a movie or TV show to make me cry. Even with the last episode of Merlin I didn't cry watching it, but a little while after it was done.

Stacey

[heartsdesire456]

Oh God, I didn't used to cry. I didn't really start crying so much until I started writing a lot. At this point, I cry at sad shit WAY too easily.

STRANGELY, it's generally only fictional sad stuff. I mean, I cry IRL, obviously, but no joke at all, I cried more just at Diamond of the Day part 2 and Angels Take Manhatten than I did over my grandmother's death. I cannot explain it at all. It's like I found the bright side or something (she was really old and died suddenly so I told myself 'at least she had her mind until the end and didn't suffer a long sickness or something). I do that ALL THE TIME! I feel so much more in fiction than in everyday life.

And YES! Secondhand embarrassment! I have moments where I have to cover my eyes for a second before continuing to read.

[geekslave]

OH MAN I totally know what you mean about crying more sometimes about fictional stuff than real life. I felt like such a huge douche because Arthur's death sent me into a way longer funk than my uncle that died a few months prior. I mean I felt sad and I cried buckets at his funeral but I wasn't sad for days on end.

Stacey

[tailzz0666]

for me its 5 doomsday
4 day 4 of children of earth
3 angels
joint first reichenfeels and merlin finale