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FACT: Cigarettes make you ugly.
FACT: I am too pretty for cigarettes.I am trying to quit smoking cigarettes for the first time. I say "for the first time" because basically everyone who tries to quit starts smoking again. But gross. I hate smelling like smoke, I hate coughing up nasty things, I hate spending $5 a day on something that's going to ( Read more... ) -
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I am always so exhausted. I can barely drag myself out of bed in the morning and always want to nap and go to bed early. -
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I got into SCAD, but I can't afford it. Even with the $5,000 scholarship they are giving me. About to go to Panera with Becky. I scrounged up like four dollars in change. La la la. Why won't anywhere I apply for a job call me back? Just once? -
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I'm awake early. My boyf is at work and my mom is at work and my Becky is still asleep. I want to make something cute. I want to make anything. I want a cigarette, but I don't want to smoke it alone ( Read more... ) -
That night I learned some girls try too hard.
I was fired from my job yesterday! I feel so FREE. I am so glad I don't have to go to work with nuts people anymore. I mean, they were bad nuts. Maybe sort of like a Brazil nut that you pick around in the mixed nut container ( Read more... ) -
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I love it here. I really do. But I don't know if it's the right place for me. Or the right time for me to be here. I just feel so confused and alone. I can't stop crying. I don't want to go to my RA and look like a baby. Should I give it more time or will that make it worse? I am too apathetic to even go to class. I suck.