i haven't been taking care of myself. Today i finally forced food into my mouth. I didn't feel better. i just felt worse.i really know that things will eventually get better and i'll get over the fact that school sucks so much more without you. The only things that are really making me feel any better is My friends...Led Zeppelin and This little ( Read more... )

i'm crazy.
again.

Mad Girls Love Song
by Sylvia Plath
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead
I lift my lids and all is born again
(i think i made you up inside my head)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in;
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me ( Read more... )

spent my weekend on house arrest.
pretty lame. i felt like i was in10th grade again.
so i spent my night breaking up flouresent lights yea like on 40 year old virgin.it was fun.
cept when one of the glass dove into my knees.

so a slightly offensive(though not intened) comment today kinda threw my whole day down the shitter yea. thats always nice.it just kinda made me realize that even though i can totally do something for 4 years i can suck at it so bad. It made me see that man, i really do suck at a lot of things...i never finish what i start..and i'm a horriable ( Read more... )

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"music is the only thing that makes sense anymore man"

i want to see this movie/musical

 i drop out of life. 
forever.