thoughts in no particular order.

[heartofbeads_]

Lately i've been get nervous about the future.
I keep waking up in the middle of the night with tears down my face
i keep staring at myself in the mirror trying to figure out if i even have a future
which is lame because i know i do.
but it seems so hard to see.
My parents are planning on leaving to washington D.c  this september and they expect me to

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[nashthepimp]

just keep in mind what you want, and if you dont know what you want try to figure it out! the only way you can be happy is doing what makes you happy with the people you love being around. it doesnt matter if youre in mcallen, japan or mars! as long as you have the people that make you happy around you. i thought getting out of mcallen was what i wanted. but living here in san antonio makes me miss the valley so much, but mostly because my best friends are there and so is the love of my life. whats the point living in a big city if youre alone? just remember man, you can make a nice home where ever you want, as long as you have good people :]

ps: why the hell does ivan wanna move to florida?

[heartofbeads_]

Thanks Nashla,
The future scares me and i don't handle change too well.
but i know that being a senior means GROWING UP!
:/ the only cool thing about everyone livin in different places is that i have places to crash when i visit Austin or San Antonio!
thanks again
oh and Ivan wants to move to florida cause thats where he wants to go to skool.

[meetmeinmontok]

have you thought about tx st?
::elbows lauren::
eh? eh?
you me and dillon can live together. shoot gun not being the 1st one dead! ;p

[heartofbeads_]

hahaha honestly i was thinkin about goin there!
cause they have my major.
and its close to Austin!
and if we go on a camping trip we can scrafice dillon and he can die first haha he probably will be too drunk to run ahha.