Stalking is disheartening for me. People I like turn into shitbags who really just mask that up well in the presence of sunlight. Ahhh.. yes, they do.
And.. those little "sessions" for drug use. They are pathetic. And they ARE a complete waste of time. Do they really think you're not going to get out of there and just have this total realization that you just don't want to use anymore? Uh, I don't think so. Some stupid "workshop" isn't going to change anything. I think it's almost funny and kind of sad that they think that those things "help"... and most of the time, it's really nothing in need of "helping". RIDICULOUS.
hehe it was really funny eventually. we spent an hour talking shit and being given food. it was retarded. they knew they weren't going to help, but they gave us all these cool books! there's one with like a gilded gold cover with an imprint of a leaf and beautiful pictures of cannabis inside.
hey. its uber.
anonymous
September 7 2005, 11:49:42 UTC
its so pathetic. this is the only way i can communicate with you now...at SCHOOL. internets still crashed out at home. i don't wanna ring you incase you get mad or something. just wanted to say a couple of things 1. albert is JOKES!! hahahaha. tell him i think he's cool and we should all meet up again maybe? if either of you are interested. 2. your website rocks. i cant believe how talented you are. seriously. your poems, songs, harry potter shit, not to mention the actual lay out and design of the whole thing...that must have taken AGES! i really enjoyed reading it. (especially the harry potter stuff..heh) you need to teach me the meanings of some of those long words because i am d-u-m-b. 3.shiiit. i think i might be bi sexual. except not. im not really sure. it doesnt matter anyway. 4. miss youx bellex
Re: hey. its uber.heartmonsterSeptember 11 2005, 13:31:40 UTC
DID YOU OR DID YOU NOT READ THE FIRST PAGE OF MY WEBSITE?
"GET OFF IF I KNOW YOU IN REAL LIFE.."
eh????
sorry i love you and everything. but this cant happen. but why do you think you're bisexual? heheh you dont like albert do you? ummm GET OFF MY LIVEJOURNAL!!!! if you ever let eli see my site or my livejournal ill have to like kill you both. it stresses me out. cant be whining about people if peeps know it... gah im kind of angry.... you typed my name into google and found my mo'fuckin site. shit. ill have to...fuck...do something. just call me. you whore. whom i still adore. but whatever.
Re: hey. its uber.heartmonsterSeptember 11 2005, 13:41:39 UTC
but seriously. not a word! not even nell. dont read it in school ok? if my life falls apart because eli/rosie/anyone reads my livejournal and all the nasty bitchy things i have said about them over the years pisses them off im not going to bother trying to make it better and ill be left a loner. also richard is a fucking twat. whether you want to hear it or not, hes dumb, retarded, a fuckin pushover, a whiny cunt, etc etc. im not even looking forward to msi now because he'll be there and so will jacob. bleh. *vomits* im feeling angry...
Re: hey. its uber.
anonymous
September 12 2005, 10:33:47 UTC
fuck. ok. well. i'll be there at least! eli and nell i think are buying tickets off jacob maybe? niadz..it'll be fine. you can come to mine afterwoulds if you want. richard. sigh. ok. you can't tell him this. but he's starting to get on my nerves. i really liked him at first because he listens good, and gives good advice and everything but jessus christ he is damn irritating. i dont hate him. maybe i'm being too tetchy about it. i mean, he means well, and hes a generous guy hes just a bit..odd. but then again i'm crazy strange aswell so there ya go. cant really comment on jacob seeing as i don't know him but i'll deffinitly give him a good kicking in the mosh pit for your benefit. about reading this in school. i repeat, DONT WORRY. i am on my own in a deserted IT room, no one will find me, not even teachers or shit. i'm so so sorry. i realise now how much this means to you. im a nosy cunt and also stupid. i'll leave you with a nice patronising eli quote.. 'dont worry sweetie, everythings going to be O-K!' heh..cheer up hun.x
OR...you could at leat pretend you didnt see it.. im sorry to get so worked up. everyones pissing me off so much right now. some smart friends would be nice. you're the least malicious of all my friends at the moment (except albert), not that you're malicious at all...but they're all being cunts.... call me up if you read this?
Re: uh...great. ive fucked things up again.heartmonsterSeptember 14 2005, 16:12:15 UTC
awww shit im sorry dont worry! hehe the eli quote made me feel better. and laugh. ummmmm ohhh GUESSTHEFUCKWHAT???
um that dickhead jacob had decide to bring francesca and her fucking skanky nasty friend alice. i am so pissed off! hes such a cunt. so eli and nell cant come. and jacob and francesca will be there. the people i hate MOST in my school and alll i wanted was a concert where i could just get away from them. little cunts. well anyway. on friday after school, rosie's coming over so we can all just cotch in kennington, blaze, get dressed etc. i found £2 the other day so im slightly richer! anyway uhhh i will call you soon xx
you dont know me but....neuroticaly_ursSeptember 28 2005, 17:38:20 UTC
hey this is auzzy's girlfriend, hannah, and he showed me some of your entries and we sounded a lot alike, same bands, same feministy attitude, same drug habits. if you wanna get in contact with me then you can im youngdevotchka9 or on myspace ms annthropy.
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And.. those little "sessions" for drug use.
They are pathetic. And they ARE a complete waste of time. Do they really think you're not going to get out of there and just have this total realization that you just don't want to use anymore? Uh, I don't think so. Some stupid "workshop" isn't going to change anything. I think it's almost funny and kind of sad that they think that those things "help"... and most of the time, it's really nothing in need of "helping". RIDICULOUS.
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1. albert is JOKES!! hahahaha. tell him i think he's cool and we should all meet up again maybe? if either of you are interested.
2. your website rocks. i cant believe how talented you are. seriously. your poems, songs, harry potter shit, not to mention the actual lay out and design of the whole thing...that must have taken AGES! i really enjoyed reading it. (especially the harry potter stuff..heh) you need to teach me the meanings of some of those long words because i am d-u-m-b.
3.shiiit. i think i might be bi sexual. except not. im not really sure. it doesnt matter anyway.
4. miss youx
bellex
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"GET OFF IF I KNOW YOU IN REAL LIFE.."
eh????
sorry i love you and everything. but this cant happen. but why do you think you're bisexual? heheh you dont like albert do you?
ummm
GET OFF MY LIVEJOURNAL!!!! if you ever let eli see my site or my livejournal ill have to like kill you both.
it stresses me out.
cant be whining about people if peeps know it...
gah
im kind of angry....
you typed my name into google and found my mo'fuckin site. shit. ill have to...fuck...do something.
just call me. you whore. whom i still adore. but whatever.
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also richard is a fucking twat. whether you want to hear it or not, hes dumb, retarded, a fuckin pushover, a whiny cunt, etc etc. im not even looking forward to msi now because he'll be there and so will jacob. bleh. *vomits*
im feeling angry...
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richard. sigh. ok. you can't tell him this. but he's starting to get on my nerves. i really liked him at first because he listens good, and gives good advice and everything but jessus christ he is damn irritating. i dont hate him. maybe i'm being too tetchy about it. i mean, he means well, and hes a generous guy hes just a bit..odd. but then again i'm crazy strange aswell so there ya go.
cant really comment on jacob seeing as i don't know him but i'll deffinitly give him a good kicking in the mosh pit for your benefit.
about reading this in school. i repeat, DONT WORRY. i am on my own in a deserted IT room, no one will find me, not even teachers or shit. i'm so so sorry. i realise now how much this means to you. im a nosy cunt and also stupid.
i'll leave you with a nice patronising eli quote..
'dont worry sweetie, everythings going to be O-K!'
heh..cheer up hun.x
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im sorry to get so worked up. everyones pissing me off so much right now. some smart friends would be nice. you're the least malicious of all my friends at the moment (except albert), not that you're malicious at all...but they're all being cunts....
call me up if you read this?
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hehe the eli quote made me feel better. and laugh. ummmmm ohhh
GUESSTHEFUCKWHAT???
um that dickhead jacob had decide to bring francesca and her fucking skanky nasty friend alice. i am so pissed off! hes such a cunt.
so eli and nell cant come. and jacob and francesca will be there. the people i hate MOST in my school and alll i wanted was a concert where i could just get away from them. little cunts.
well anyway. on friday after school, rosie's coming over so we can all just cotch in kennington, blaze, get dressed etc. i found £2 the other day so im slightly richer! anyway uhhh i will call you soon xx
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i saw something like this at http://www.livejournal.com/users/dry_gin/928523.html
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