Mae was last night and if its possible it was one of the best shows ever! The stupid security guard and i didnt get alolng too well though, he kept making me get off the stairs... but in the end in won b/c i had the best view in the house. And during the secon to last song he looked at me and i sang to him and blew a kiss. i know he saw me and that ( Read more... )

this week is spirit week at school. yesterday was wacky tacky day, today is old people day, tomorrow is blast from the past ( my fav) and thurs is school spirit day.... with all this going on how do the teachers really expect me to stay focused ( Read more... )

HEY YOU!

if you read this, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want - good or bad. when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your journal and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.

c'mon its gonna bee fun <33

life has been pretty good, but life would be better if i knew he was ok... no im not talking about who u guys are thinking of. Im not saying names now but, maybe sometime soon.... i hope its soon. <333

Take the quiz: "What type of swimmer are you?"

Distance Swimmer
You are a DISTANCE swimmer! The most physically and mentally in shape person on the team. You can stomach any practice, and laugh at those who complain. You probably have a song of the week in your head when you swim, and concentrate mostly on your long pulls and a consistent kick ( Read more... )

It was so nice seeing him today... but its not the same. no matter how hard i try i cant change the circumstances. I can only hope, and he continues to give me hope, but then he says stuff like "you never know what could happen" like im gonna find someone and fall head over heels in 3 months? it makes me wonder where his head is. realistically yeah ( Read more... )

SO stuart and i are gonna hang out tomorrow but we dont know what to do....dinner and a movie is so over rated, and i want to be able to talk to him. the only ups about the movies is being able to cuddle with him, im not so sure how i'll get away with that otherwise. So i need some ideas... HELP ( Read more... )

GUESS WHOS GOING TO FALL OUT BOY & THE STARTING LINE...i am!!!!!!

so i guess im ok, thats what im supposed to say right? But if you want to know the truth, im miserable. i hate not talking to him in the morning... or being able to call him after lunch... or callling just to say "i love you".... and night is the worst. when im alone in my bed trying to sleep but i cant. i cant go to sleep without hearing his voice ( Read more... )

this is for the better right now. i <3 him always & forever