For Once 13

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Clear

I must get a clear head.
You steal away every little piece of
sanity.

I even kept my coat on.
Trying to cling to a tiny shield.

As if the thick wool
could protect me.

Your curious persona
is dangerous.

I can trust you
but I can't tell you.
What's going on?
I must deal with it alone.

You might be my assistant,
however, too precious,
for my troubles.

Eyeing the invitation for tonight's event
I find an excuse
to push you away.

Not that I like letting you go.

You seem in thoughts when I approach you.
Seeing the worries written over your face.

Leave,
I tell you.

You nod when I say,
pick me up tonight.

I can't wait to see you again.

For now,
you whisper bye.

Me turning around,
never able standing to see you walk away.

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