Sooooo...I met this dude and stuff....and, oh snap! Speak of the devil, one sec, I must reply to this text message.... Heehee! Oh, so anyway....no, thats about it, I met some dude. Mmk!
I'm happy for you...Really, you should be happy, that's all I've ever wanted for you and still do. This just sucks ass for me because I didn't just check out on us when things got rough & then lie constantly about it, so I'm still dealing with everything and have no support from friends or anything going for me at all. You also compound it constantly by just how over us you are and have been forever thus I feel used and worthless and it keeps being reinforced. But none of that matters so... Anyway, I really am happy you are having a good time & seem to be genuinely happier and hope I'm not coming off in any angry way b/c I don't mean to. Go be happy, God knows I was trying, just please don't lie to anyone else Lis. If you get involved with someone in the future remember that they are just as important as you-that's part of whats supposed to make you happy-their happiness...so be happy sweet dreams & goodbye steve-o
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This just sucks ass for me because I didn't just check out on us when things got rough & then lie constantly about it, so I'm still dealing with everything and have no support from friends or anything going for me at all. You also compound it constantly by just how over us you are and have been forever thus I feel used and worthless and it keeps being reinforced. But none of that matters so...
Anyway, I really am happy you are having a good time & seem to be genuinely happier and hope I'm not coming off in any angry way b/c I don't mean to. Go be happy, God knows I was trying, just please don't lie to anyone else Lis. If you get involved with someone in the future remember that they are just as important as you-that's part of whats supposed to make you happy-their happiness...so be happy
sweet dreams & goodbye
steve-o
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