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[hawkeyegurl]

I just don't know anymore....about anything.  I'm so fucking sad sometimes.  A lot of the time, actually.  And numb.  And uncaring.  I've lost sight of the person I once was.  The person who actually liked helping people with their problems, the person who always had something to be smiling about, the person who could wear her heart on her sleeve

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[surfaceing]

All I wanna do is give you a hug...and I can't. I know everything has changed so much for you and you have every right to feel the ways that you do. It's important to keep your memories as close to your heart as possible and I am sure a lot of people will say this. At the same time, sometimes it is so hard to do that because everything seems so far gone. There is no use pretending this is not the case, especially around the holidays. I think what you are feeling is normal and it is probably how anyone, who has been through the situations similar to the ones you have, would be most likely to react. Don't let people who have not experienced similar things tell you any differently - it's not their palce. You feel how you do for a reason, just as how they feel how they do for a reason. When things change so drastically to the point where they will never be the same again, there are few words that can comfort the emptiness that results from that. It's hardly possible, and if it was I would be speaking to you forever. So, I wish

[swtliltiff86]

hey allie- its tiffany

[lessthan3__]

i understand all too much what you're saying. i wish i knew what to say or what to do. but i'm still trying to figure it out myself. keep fighting the good fight, if you can. and/or: sleep as much as possible. that's what i've been doing. less time awake = less time to be awake and miserable. :D which is probably not the healthiest way to be, but right now, any port int a storm, y'know what i'm sayin'? when you're tryin' to just get the strength to get thru A DAY, you do whatever you need to. *hugs* times 4 billion.