018 - [Voice] - Pretending everything's cool

Jul 16, 2011 23:31

Huh. Judging by all the bitching on the network, I missed something big. That's what you get for just ignoring everything in this dump for a week, huh? Endless freaking bickering about who-knows-what. Nothing ever changes around here.

[Private to Arthur]

I'm pretty sure I just woke up from another goddamn coma. Last time this happened I got ( Read more... )

sveta is perry's barge margo, fuck you admiral asshole, my paradoxical warden, david's basically perry at sixteen, too many comas, acting like a dawsey, paranoia paranoia, this whole rehab thing is retarded, caring is weird

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Private greatlightother July 16 2011, 13:41:34 UTC
I got mad. And frustrated.

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Private greatlightother July 22 2011, 02:17:14 UTC
[...cue speechless.]

Thank you, Perry.

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Private hatestriangles July 22 2011, 02:30:12 UTC
Just... [SO awkward.] Look after yourself, Sveta. Forget everyone else.

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Private greatlightother July 22 2011, 02:42:07 UTC
You know I can't and won't do that.

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Private hatestriangles July 22 2011, 08:01:07 UTC
Not-- I'm not talking forever. I mean for now. A couple days, a week, whatever.

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Private greatlightother July 22 2011, 10:54:13 UTC
That whole curse was about me, Perry. I was so selfish. My friends were hurt. My...he was stabbed because of me. And my selfishness.

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Private hatestriangles July 22 2011, 11:03:05 UTC
Come on, blondie, you think no one else has ever wished this whole fucking boat would just go down? We've all been there. That's what the Barge does to people. Yeah, you fucked up. Your wish actually made things happen and they were messed up and people got hurt, but you didn't know it was going to do that. You had no way of knowing. People got hurt but you didn't set out to make them hurt. Dwelling on it isn't going to help anyone.

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Private greatlightother July 22 2011, 11:14:37 UTC
I know, Perry, I know. And I'll be better once this headache stops being a constant reminder of what happened.

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Private hatestriangles July 22 2011, 11:57:09 UTC
Look, I'm not good at this kind of crap... [He pauses, then continues in what, for Perry, is a pretty sincere tone:] But seriously, Sveta, blaming yourself isn't going to change shit.

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Private greatlightother July 22 2011, 12:00:32 UTC
I know that, Perry. I just...need some time.

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Private hatestriangles July 22 2011, 12:04:31 UTC
Yeah-- Yeah, okay.

[He shuts off the connection, then comes back a few moments later.]

Um, if I can... If you-- [Shrug, half-smile. He hopes you're getting what he's saying, because this is super uncomfortable and weird for him.]

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Private greatlightother July 22 2011, 12:05:25 UTC
[Have a real smile.] I'm alright, Perry. Thank you.

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Private hatestriangles July 22 2011, 12:09:20 UTC
Yeah. [He nods and smiles.] You'll be fine, princess. Trust me.

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