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[hatchetgrl]

I'm really confused as far as things go with me and Josh. On every level. I know he told me he never wanted to be with me again, but some of the things he has said to me really don't make any sense. But I really don't want to say anything to him about it because I don't want to upset him. And I was talking Alex about this whole ordeal because I'm

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[ookandiil3tt3oo]

"This man" is not a man.
He is still a little boy.

As far as I can see.

This is why me and Eddie always have troubles, and are broken up again.
He's still childish. He still does things 12 year olds would do in a relationship.
He still doesn't know what he wants completely.
While all along, I know exactly what I want.

I feel like Josh is still childish, even though I don't know him that well.

[ookandiil3tt3oo]

And I've tried to hang out with you, but because of what happened before, with us never hanging out... it was like you never took me seriously when I told you I wanted to see you, so I was like fuck it whatever. I mean, I understand that it probably made you a little mad because everytime we made plans, I could never make it all the way out to fuckin Harpor Woods, but that is not my fault. It almost sickens me because people get mad at me when my ride fails me. Anyway, You tried to hang out with me and it didn't work ever, so when you got back, I tried hanging out with you... and it just seemed like I was making plans that were never going to happen because we hardly ever talk and when we do, it's sorta just a "hey whats up", "alright goodbye" lol...

I do miss you, though.
Maybe we'll hang out sometime.

But, you're lucky to even have 2 good friends. :D