knees are weak, hands are shaking, I can't breathe

[harrypotterchic]

I scared myself shitless last night. I was up all night for some reason, thinking that I wanted to stop doing synchro, which means stopping skating altogether. I love it and wouldn't have it any other way, but I had this weird moment where I thought of my future and responsibilities and actually wanted to stop. We've already made our deposit for

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[navi_glow]

I usually have random panics like that. The important thing is that skating makes you happy in general :)