drabble
yikes! my first time posting h/d... o_O
Title: It Hurts
Author:
tigerlily625
Rating: PG/PG-13
Genre: Angst
Characters: Draco, mentions of H/D
Word Count: 437
Summary: Draco reflects...
Disclaimer: Don't own it, unfortunately. Just borrowing.
Warning: character death... and first time h/d'er. lol.
x-posted at FanFiction.net and
hd_angst
It Hurts
It hurt when you said you didn’t want to be friends. I guess I wasn’t good enough for the Boy Who Lived, quite literally. You were the savior of the wizarding world. I was the son of Death Eater. You could be blind and still see that a friendship under those circumstances wouldn’t have worked. But that’s okay. I managed anyway.
It hurt when I taunted you. I never meant any of the things I said, but it was the only way I could talk to you.
It hurt when you fought back, because I knew what you said was real. I never gave you a reason to be civil to me; I realized that I didn’t deserve your kindness.
It hurt every time I saw you hurt. I wished so much that I could be there to hold you and to comfort you. I wanted to protect you.
It hurt when you attacked me, not just physically because of a painful curse, but emotionally because there was enough rage inside of you to use such a curse. A rage that I made you feel.
It hurt the first time we kissed; a bruising kiss that was so earth-shattering that it broke me. A kiss that flared into passion after being fueled by anger and sorrow. A kiss that involved such a broken and shattered soul.
It hurt the first time we made love, but I didn’t mind. The feel of you moving inside of me, the way your hands touched me, caressed me, the way our fingers intertwined and you kissed me so passionately when we came… It was worth it just to see the life in those brilliant green eyes - eyes that haunted me ever since we met in Madame Malkin’s.
It hurt when you left to fight Voldemort. I worried that I would never see you again. I worried that you would leave me forever. And you did.
It hurt so much when you died.
It hurt to see your lifeless body, the light in your green eyes gone. I held you so close, crying out that it couldn’t be, that you would never leave me. But you did.
Ever day it hurts me to wake up alone in the small flat that could have been, should have been ours. Together. It’s another day without you, another day feeling so empty. The few pictures of us remind me of the great times we shared together, and it hurts because there will never be more.
I love you Harry Potter, and I hate you for leaving me.
I love you so much that it hurts.
Title: It Hurts
Author:
tigerlily625
Rating: PG/PG-13
Genre: Angst
Characters: Draco, mentions of H/D
Word Count: 437
Summary: Draco reflects...
Disclaimer: Don't own it, unfortunately. Just borrowing.
Warning: character death... and first time h/d'er. lol.
x-posted at FanFiction.net and
hd_angst
It Hurts
It hurt when you said you didn’t want to be friends. I guess I wasn’t good enough for the Boy Who Lived, quite literally. You were the savior of the wizarding world. I was the son of Death Eater. You could be blind and still see that a friendship under those circumstances wouldn’t have worked. But that’s okay. I managed anyway.
It hurt when I taunted you. I never meant any of the things I said, but it was the only way I could talk to you.
It hurt when you fought back, because I knew what you said was real. I never gave you a reason to be civil to me; I realized that I didn’t deserve your kindness.
It hurt every time I saw you hurt. I wished so much that I could be there to hold you and to comfort you. I wanted to protect you.
It hurt when you attacked me, not just physically because of a painful curse, but emotionally because there was enough rage inside of you to use such a curse. A rage that I made you feel.
It hurt the first time we kissed; a bruising kiss that was so earth-shattering that it broke me. A kiss that flared into passion after being fueled by anger and sorrow. A kiss that involved such a broken and shattered soul.
It hurt the first time we made love, but I didn’t mind. The feel of you moving inside of me, the way your hands touched me, caressed me, the way our fingers intertwined and you kissed me so passionately when we came… It was worth it just to see the life in those brilliant green eyes - eyes that haunted me ever since we met in Madame Malkin’s.
It hurt when you left to fight Voldemort. I worried that I would never see you again. I worried that you would leave me forever. And you did.
It hurt so much when you died.
It hurt to see your lifeless body, the light in your green eyes gone. I held you so close, crying out that it couldn’t be, that you would never leave me. But you did.
Ever day it hurts me to wake up alone in the small flat that could have been, should have been ours. Together. It’s another day without you, another day feeling so empty. The few pictures of us remind me of the great times we shared together, and it hurts because there will never be more.
I love you Harry Potter, and I hate you for leaving me.
I love you so much that it hurts.