the perfect week to bitch because i have an excuse.

[harib0]

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lfka'lk

[benroflrofl]

you can call me anytime that you have a problem...

I thought you knew that though :/

Re: lfka'lk

[harib0]

i do know that. i'm going to go take a quiz now in teen people because i'm lame.

[restroom]

i read that all, and i don't know what to say, really. i'm sorry your parents are like that, but a couple more years and you should be out of your hell. i know what you mean about the internet kind of, except it's not pulling down my grades. :\ it's so hard to concentrate, in my school, that i have to have my seat moved.. people don't know when to shut the hell up (and it gives me migraines and i lose focus). okay, i'm not sure what i'm trying to say.. i guess try to focus more on your school work rather than worrying about your friends, because you can always make new friends (who may even give you a call when then promise to). i just recently made a friend, who will actually do what he says and doesn't hate me like the rest of mike's friends (until now), and i'm becoming a real part of the 'crew' now -- i love it. for two years i've only had mike, and it's so nice to be able to go out and have fun with a bunch of guys. i'll sure you will be able to, too. just give it time; everything will smooth out. <3

[harib0]

goes small with you...

i think i have a.d.d. rofl. i'mi glad that you fit in with the 'crew' now :) i've been reading your away messages lately and it says 'out with the crew'. it sounds so professional. er. something. thank you for reading this & thank you for everything :] luvz yew <33

[_denni]

wow :( you know i'd read all of it and i snuck online just to read it because pat told me about it on the phone. jackie sigh i wish i could make your life so much better. i wish i could be that signifigant other because, i want someonel ike that too. someone who feels that you are just equally as important as they are to you. and you know what jackie, if your parents freak out over your grades, just tell them they don't understand, and they never took the time to. and you can make the class up during summer school maybe, or next year. whatever the case, you're still jackie kwan (sigh i love your last name) and you deserve none of this shit. the thing with ben... i hope you guys can still be friends and stuff. and your other three friends... i don't know. they need dick :( jk. i love you jackie! a lot and me plus you equals bobbing partners for life. one of these days man, we're going to meet up and we can break necks for eachother okay? cheer up ma, i'm always here if you need me. 661-809-2689 k :)
♥

[harib0]

reading that comment made me smile a lot. i'm sure things will get better too. and i didn't know pat read the post? but, that's good to know that he's keeping up with his bitch's life. we're going to meet, there's no doubt about that, and even if i'm so scared i'd shit my pants -- i'm going to be excited. i haven't talked to you on the phone in awhile (since you were slightly tipsy after snowball) sigh. i liked it though ok. me and you are both going to find someone, someone so amazing. and of course me & ben are still going to be friends. there's no doubt about that either. correction: *four* other friends lmao, they need dick. and that is true. feel free to call me as well. in case you don't know the number: 518 - 221 - 6529 <3 i love you den & thank you for always being there for me when i needed it and telling me the perfect things i needed to hear at the perfect time!

[sushibubba]

oh my dear jackie...

wow. I've never felt that trapped...but things will improve so much before you know it. I mean, high school is almost over (you'll blink and it'll be over) and then you'll be driving and having the independence of a college.

just out of curiousity...what college do you plan on going to?

[harib0]

thanks.
hopefully not any college in new york state. i'd want to get as far away from here as possible.

[sushibubba]

I think that's a good idea for you...i think you'll love it. You know where there a lot of good schools?

Michigan. I think you'd be a good fit at Michigan State.

Umm....Central michigan would probably be fun for you, but it's kinda far from me.

Go to Oakland University, with me!! They have dorms...

Or University of Michigan...or something....

Just live closer to me!

K, just an idea. But no matter where you go to school, live on campus. You can be far, far away from your parents...and you can't experience college life when you commute.

[harib0]

dude i already made the decision of living on campus a LOOOOOOOOOONG ass time ago. there's no way i'm living at home with my 'parents' that would make my life miserable. i've never really thought about going to michigan! haha.. thinks about it.

[robots]

sighh. sorry it took me so long to comment on this entry. but, i'm really sorry about everything jackie. i can understand where you're coming from when you mention your offline friends because i feel the same way. i always watch those movies and i see groups of friends, where everyone's friends, where everyone hangs out. do i have that? no. i have jessica. i love jessica and all, but i wish i had more friends. is the internet the cause of me not having friends? yes. it is, but i can't do anything about that now. i just hope when i go to college, i'll have that group of friends, and i hope that when you go to college, that you'll have the freedom that you've wanted for awhile. the internet... is addicting, and sadly, it's got both of us, but hey what can you do. feel better jackie, i'm sorry about your classes, just try harder. :\ <3

[harib0]

thank you <3 i love you so much. and everything you said in that comment is true. i feel like we're exactly the same & everything. i love how you're one of the people i can really count on. thank you so much for always being there for me. i love you ;(