Weeeeeerrrr! I don’t understand how to get back all my journal entries! :-S How do you do it ( Read more... )

i'm carrying a lot of anger around at the moment...i feel like someone around me (who always makes out that they are purfect) is sapping my energy, some friendships are more take than give, and all they do is take take take. No more. I am not not not a door mat ( Read more... )

I’ve got a fluttery feeling in my chest, like a butterfly trying to escape. I feel anxious, uncertain and rather angry. Today I got my interest letter back from the student loan company, and my interest is now at 19.43 a month. Which means come next month I will owe over 10000 pounds. 10000 pounds. For an education, a right to learn. I feel a ( Read more... )

My mind, like my computer, is a little fuggy and slow this morning. Sentences run before me from the void, jumping into actuality on the page moments after I have written them ( Read more... )

In reply to keora’s queery ( Read more... )

Staring at photographs can make time slot together in a series of pre positioned flashes. Was I really that person? What was going through my mind? Was I as happy as I appeared in that moment, just gone, before I even had a chance to acknowledge its birth, the death of a moment passes and another is born. Here. Now. Am I happy here? Now ( Read more... )

So, after much contemplation and stressing out in a way that only an Aimee can, I've decided to go for the office job and have quit holland and barret. It was the right thing to do as it turns out they are compleatly rigid in their set hours and thus i would have had to quit once going back to uni anyway...still, is a shame. I really enjoy ( Read more... )

I’ve found myself in a little bit of a pickle. I had my last day at work on fri as I’ve been given a job at Holland and Barret in town. Its still in retail, which is a sector I really want to get out of, and I don’t think they will be very accommodating once I go back to uni and have to cut my hours down, but it’s a job and as far as retail goes ( Read more... )

Rightio ( Read more... )

Walking home from work today I observed a strange sight ( Read more... )