I'm gonna turn
and walk away
you can wait
til I am far along
then run and come
and catch my arm
and say you'd die
if I were gone
I want to hear you
call my name
it's too easy
just to say it soft
I don't like my language
watered down
I don't like my edges
rounded off

I can't always wait
for your circumstance to improve
love is loose it
shifts each time you move
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I feel like a  fool so I'm gonna stop troubling you

today..... ismy birthday.....but I have cried more today than I have in weeks.

but it is time to move on. because a few things are obvious to me now.

so I am taking a fucking hiatus because no one that reads this fucking cares. they just like the gossip.

so  I called cp and I have got to take a placement test before I can enroll for anything.... sighs... so in the next couple of days I've gotta make an appointment to take this placement test so I can actually get my life started.. cuz I don't wanna run outta time

I'm sick of never doing anything. so its time to start.

I miss kailan.

and nice  picture on myspace too.

glad to know you adore her.

 so you never loved me?

 we can just hang out tommorrow if you want...

I've been saying that alot recently

I hav e not updated in awhile... but that's nothing new.

and I don't intend to update now... no one reads this in the first place... and even if they do they don't wanna hear what I have to say.

lets see if I get this right...

emo girl...


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ummmm so I'm a fuck up.... and things are getting confusing...

and I'm a fuck up. a total fuck up.