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[hardcore876]

i am starting to think i am a bad friend. i never really talk to anyone anymore. and why is beyond me. the days seem to go by to fast. maybe i am just a little depressed but i keep questioning the fact of if this is the life i want. most days i am happy and excited about getting married and i love Ian. but do i deserve him? sometimes i am so

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[vettarita]

Sry to hear about Brian :(---
Happy to hear about dresses WOOT! :)

[hardcore876]

eh what kinda bothers me is i feel almost like i lost a friend because of brian partially. i guess its hard to explain and i dont want to take the blame for ruining another friendship o well.
dresses are great but such a bitch to shop for lol. and plus i cant make my mind up on anything. i wanted to make my own wedding gown but read that it is bad luck lol.

[vettarita]

Yea i heard that it was bad luck too and I would tell you I dont believe in luck and go for it but if something happened I would sooooooo blame myself so dont do it lol

[hardcore876]

lol i would feel bad if you blamed yourself lol im not gonna do it

Schnookums lmao

[chose_my_star]

Laura-
Everybody gets cold feet so don't worry about it lol.
Can I have your number?
I shall force you to see me lol. I wanna meet the lucky man!
and don't feel bad about the way you are... sense I've known you, you have always gone through your mad and happy stages, if he didn't love that about you, he wouldn't love you, because that is who you are... and if he didn't love you, he wouldn't have proposed to you.. .because that's a commitment that only people in love can really make... so you see, he LOVES your bitchiness lmao...
My apologies about Brian... Feel better, love. you can pull through anything... I have so much faith in you.

Love always,

Beth.

Re: Schnookums lmao

[hardcore876]

yeah thanks and stuff im sorry im a little drunk and i cant comprehend things or spell bu yeah i know he loves me hes just so damn sweet and deals with my bitcheness and such. you shall meet him lol he is just a little bit gay lol

[shanny_shanchan]

hey now..i am the bad friend,i haven't seen any of you since graduation..and now i'm living in zeeland..and could be moving to holland..don't think you are a bad friend,we all ♥ you very,very much! plus you're the first of us to be getting married! how can we think of you as a bad friend when we are all so excited!!

[hardcore876]

hey if you move to holland i would be able to see you lol. when im with Ian we drive through holland quite a bit. and dont think you are a bad friend, what else were you to do when your family moved to zeeland. i guess shit just happens huh?!

!!!

[shanny_shanchan]

you should come see me! i would love that!