ehhh

[hans_schmanz]

Well,m today started off with an anxiety attack on the bus. No reason of coruse, just sitting there, then we stopped and it got really quiet and bam. I almost passed out so i pretended to tie my shoes. Passing out i part of my anxiety, probably something much worse though. It doesnt happen too often. So basically the whole day i wanted to just cry

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[abnormal_apathy]

Wow, I can relate. I was reading the published results of the study I was in and started having trouble breathing, getting anxious...it was bad. And yeah, maybe this was a bad year in terms of job stuff, but I'm sure you learned a lot too and that's never a bad thing. And hey, the house is a really cool thing, even if it's not done yet.

I miss ya dood.

[hans_schmanz]

Ugh dude the anxiety sucks. The whole rest of the day I somehow held back a sudden urge to cry, I don't know why I wanted to cry but I felt it coming on. The year started off sucking witht he bed bugs, and then moving to a new part of the city and then it just kept getting awesomer. I am just really unsure of why I am stuck answering the phones, then told that there can be shift rotations yet they are hiring a ton of new marketing people..i just really dont get it. Maybe they will be rotating those people out but i doubt it. All i know is almost everyone in a higher up job started off in customer service, but i hate that i have to too haha, even though I do kind of enjoy it. The year is not yet over and i feel its going to get shittier until the very end. I cant wait for it to be over.