Comments | halfshellvenus: SPN Drabble: "All Without Words" (Sam, Dean, Gen or Slash)

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SPN Drabble: "All Without Words" (Sam, Dean, Gen or Slash)

Apr 20, 2010 23:35

Title: All Without Words
Author: HalfshellVenus
Characters: Sam, Dean (Gen or Slash, Drabble)
Rating: PG
Summary (early S1): Dean can't stop checking to make sure Sam is there.
Author's Notes: A very late birthday present for pixel_0, angstier than I'd intended (so I can try again, if you'd like)!
Also, for supernatural100, this is "Secrets."

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( He falls asleep to Sam's breathing every night... )

spn_s1_fic, wincest, my_fic, sn_slash, sn_gen, birthday, drabbles

Comments 27

trinipedia April 21 2010, 10:42:07 UTC

I DEMAND A WINCEST SEQUEL TO THIS WHERE SAM DISCOVERS.

love, love, LOVE your drabbles *_*

halfshellvenus April 21 2010, 19:46:28 UTC

Hee!

Glad you enjoy these so. I'll have to see if anything comes of this idea. :)

devon99 April 21 2010, 18:05:47 UTC

Oh Dean, you secret snuggler you:) As always my dear, beautifully written.

Are you going to enter the spn_drabble contest? The prompt is Dean's amulet. I'd like to read what you would come up with my dear.

halfshellvenus April 21 2010, 19:49:52 UTC

What's worse is that I think the snuggling is something he doesn't even intend to do, and wakes up to find himself being all embarrassingly needy.

I'm going to try for the contest! I just found out about it last night, while I was trying to catch up on 10 days worth of my f-list. :0

tsuki_no_bara April 21 2010, 18:35:57 UTC

aw, dean. don't worry, he doesn't leave you again.

(and i really like that this can be read as gen just as easily as it can be wincest.)

halfshellvenus April 21 2010, 19:55:21 UTC

don't worry, he doesn't leave you again.
No way for Dean to know that, unfortunately (and Sam threatens to again and again, just in S1 alone!)

(and i really like that this can be read as gen just as easily as it can be wincest.)
This aspect of Dean is so innately part of him at this point, that this works for either setting.

What the Crossroads Demon said ("Desperate, sloppy, needy Dean") was incredibly cruel, but also so very true. *sniffle*

crimson_antics April 21 2010, 23:12:55 UTC

Beautiful, I especially love this: Dean's every atom primed to cling and keep history from repeating itself.

&hearts

halfshellvenus April 21 2010, 23:33:40 UTC

I felt so bad for him in S1, so desperately happy to have Sam back (and so afraid it wouldn't last).

gidgetgal9 April 21 2010, 23:14:34 UTC

Awww, a big brother's love. :)

halfshellvenus April 21 2010, 23:49:48 UTC

And how sad that Sam and John's situation was so impossible that Sam had to leave Dean as well as John. *sniffle*

I often think Dean never really understood that, or why it was always going to BE that impossible.

All Without Words auroramama April 22 2010, 00:53:27 UTC

Dean would put up with just about anything to be loved. Sam's inability to tolerate John, the hunting life, losing the comfort of studying and excelling... none of this can have seemed quite real to Dean.

If Sam and John had had long enough, they might have been able to get along. But what were the odds of that?

Re: All Without Words halfshellvenus April 22 2010, 07:01:28 UTC

Dean would put up with just about anything to be loved.
Exactly- after losing his mother (his whole world, considering what happened next), he would have done anything not to be abandoned again.

By giving Sam the kind of love he needed himself, he made Sam strong enough to be independent in the way he couldn't. Oh, the irony of how that would come back to burn him.