Title: I’m not sorry, I love you.
Pairing: Takaki Yuuya/Inoo Kei
Author:
springdrop Rating: Up to R.
Disclaimer: I wish.
Summary: “The first time Takaki called Inoo by his first name the slightly shorter boy hugged him, hid his face in the crook of the other’s neck and sobbed his eyes out.”
Notes: I didn’t check all of them, sorry, too dead to do that. It took me five months to get this done, so yeah. And yes, I cheated, because I can. :D
Also, thanks to
hotfruits . If it wasn't for her, I would have never got this done. ILU BB. <3
#01 - Comfort
“Don’t cry, Kei,” Takaki whispers to the sobbing boy in his arms, “He doesn’t deserve even one of your tears.” thinking he would die just to have Inoo spare a single glance at him.
#02 - Kiss
Takaki loves to watch his boyfriend when he studies, brow furrowed in concentration and it makes him feel so proud (because, he thinks, he could have never made it into University); he loves it even more when he has to pull the whining younger boy away from his books (‘I need to revise some more, you want me to fail my next exam?’) and it takes only one kiss for Inoo to melt against his body, and one more to give up and start responding to every kiss he’s pulled into.
#03 - Soft
Inoo loves to listen (and feel, as he lays his head on his boyfriend’s chest) to the soft pounding of Takaki’s heart; it makes him feel alive and loved more than ever, as the older boy whispers into his ear that it beats for him, and him alone.
#04 - Pain
“Stop whining like a baby,” Inoo scolds, ignoring Takaki’s puppy eyes and pressing an ice pack against his boyfriend’s lower lip, after said boyfriend just slammed his face against the floor tripping over his own feet.
#05 - Potatoes
Takaki stares at the dish in front of him, “Nikujaga, Kei-chan?” smirking and circling his arms around a blushing Inoo, who tries to escape the embrace, “What a nice girlfriend I have.”
#06 - Rain
It starts raining when they are half-way back from the grocery store and Inoo starts to hurry only to be pulled back by Takaki, who grabs him by the waist and pulls him flush against his body; and the grocery bags hurt when they bump against the back of his legs but he’s not about to complain, because the older teen kisses him long, soft and sweet and whispers, after having pulled back, “I had always dreamed of a kiss in the rain, even if grocery bags were not exactly in the picture.”
#07 - Chocolate
Takaki whines, watching as Inoo eats the last of his favorite chocolate candy, “Hey!” promptly shutting up as soon as his boyfriend presses his lips against his, and a different kind of sweetness invades his senses.
#08 - Happiness
It’s cuddling in front of the television at night, trying to cook something together and making a mess in the kitchen, ordering take-out and making a mess in the living-room, chasing each other around the house just like two little kids, only to end up breathless (and smiley, and happy) on the bed, bodies pressed together; it’s nothing fancy, hardly a fairytale (but they don’t really need that) -it’s just them, and it’s perfect.
#09 - Telephone
Inoo cradles his phone against his ear and whispers, “I miss you,” as Takaki bites down on his lower lip and hugs the stuffed animal (human-sized, but he’d never admit it) in his arms tighter, “I love you.”
#10 - Ears
“Kei-chan, I had to kiss her! My character proposed to the girl!” Takaki whines, following a fuming Inoo all the way up to his room, where the younger teen proceeds in lying down on his bed and burying his head under his pillow. “I don’t want to hear it, go away!”
#11 - Name
The first time Takaki called Inoo by his first name the slightly shorter boy hugged him, hid his face in the crook of the other’s neck and sobbed his eyes out.
#12 - Sensual
“Oh, fuck,” Takaki runs out their dressing room at full speed with hands covering half of his face while the rest of BEST snicker at his back, glancing towards an asleep Inoo messily sprawled out on the couch, shirt ridden up to reveal smooth, pale skin and an innocent look adorning his features.
#13 - Death
Takaki smiles sheepishly while holding up a puppy dog in front of Inoo, “I know it could never replace Jam, but,” making the still gloomy-looking boy suddenly glomp him (and the puppy as well, in the process).
#14 - Sex
“God, Kei,” Takaki breathes out, his hands burying themselves in Inoo’s curly locks as the younger teen stops his bobbing motions to innocently look up from between the older boy’s legs, the action driving Takaki crazy and making him begin to trust into Inoo’s mouth, forcing him to continue where he left off.
#15 - Touch
Takaki retreats his hand immediately when Inoo slaps it away with his spatula, “I told you to wait until the cookies have cooled down!”
#16 - Weakness
“Yabu-kun, let me go!” Takaki screamed as he was being dragged away by a none-too-amused Yabu, “I’m going to sleep just outside their room tonight!” while Inoo giggled at his boyfriend antics and dragged a very (this time) amused Hikaru away.
#17 - Tears
Takaki smiles, hugs Inoo tighter against his body and turns his head to softly kiss his boyfriend’s forehead when he feels the younger boy’s face pressing into his neck, tears slightly wetting his skin; Inoo’s always been weak against romance movies.
#18 - Speed
“Faster, Yuuya,” Inoo breathes out, eyes slipping shut and arms tightening around Takaki’s neck, as the latter buries his face in the crook of the younger boy’s neck and complies.
#19 - Wind
Inoo shuddered as the cold breeze blew past him, only to feel something being placed on his shoulders a moment later, warmth engulfing him and Takaki’s scent invading his senses.
#20 - Freedom
“I wish it could always be like this,” Takaki whispers looking into Inoo’s eyes, who has his head nestled on the older boy’s outstretched arm, “I wish I could hold you, hug you and kiss you wherever and whenever I want,” before softly placing his lips on the younger teen’s ones, their only witness being the sand they lie on and the waves of the ocean.
#21 - Life
Takaki suddenly turns to look towards Inoo’s direction -who’s running down the stage together with Yabu- before looking down and smiling, his hand warming up even more where the younger boy had touched him.
#22 - Jealousy
“Stop flirting with Hikaru,” Takaki growls against Inoo’s lips while the latter only giggles, wraps his arms around the older teen’s neck and brings him down on the bed with him.
#23 - Hands
“How cute, I just have to take a picture,” Hikaru’s voice is heard in front of the couch where Takaki is sitting with Inoo cuddled at his side, eyes closed and fingers entwined, before the younger of the three is dragged away by the ear by their caring Yabumama.
#24 - Taste
Takaki finds himself with a lapful of Inoo and a tongue shoved down his throat the second he pops a strawberry candy in his mouth; that is until the other teen draws away, whispers a ‘delicious’ against his lips and gets back up, ignoring their band-mates’ snickering and the dazed look on his boyfriend’s face.
#25 - Devotion
Takaki finds himself falling in love even more the day he catches a horrible cold, and half an hour after having called Inoo to tell him he wasn’t going to their rehearsal that day the younger boy is already at his bedside, classes forgotten as he hurries around the house to make sure Takaki has everything he needs.
#26 - Forever
Inoo finds it hard to breathe when one day -upon entering the house together- Takaki suddenly takes his hand and slips a silver ring on his finger, lifting said hand right after and pressing a kiss to the younger boy’s knuckles, “Be mine?”
#27 - Blood
“Ow!” Inoo exclaims as he cuts himself with the kitchen knife in his hands, blushing profusely when Takaki comes up behind him, takes his hand and presses the injured finger against his lips, sucking gently on the wound.
#28 - Sickness
Takaki slightly sits up in bed when he hears the noise of somebody flushing the toilet, Inoo coming back a few seconds later, “I feel horrible,” whining and sneaking immediately back into Takaki’s arms, who asks “Morning sickness?”; Takaki only receives a smack with a pillow in response.
#29 - Melody
Takaki finds himself beaming like the sun when he finds Inoo at his doorstep one day, sheepish looking and with some papers in his hands, “I, um, kind of wrote this and,” blushing profusely as he spoke. “I was wondering if you’d like to sing it?”
#30 - Star
“It doesn’t matter what fans, managers, producers or whoever you want it to be think, or if they like you or not,” Inoo whispers into Takaki’s ear, the older teen’s cheeks streaked with tears “It’s our job and we have to accept it and go on”, as he threads his fingers through Takaki’s soft locks, hoping to calm him down, “But to me, you’ll always be that one star that shines the most, Yuuya.”
#31 - Home
“You two make me sick.” Inoo’s sister commented when, passing by their living-room, she saw her brother and his boyfriend on the couch in front of the TV, curled up in each other arms under a checkered blanket.
#32 - Confusion
There’s confusion in Inoo’s eyes -Takaki can see it clearly- when the older teen takes his face between his hands and kisses him for the first time; there’s confusion even in Takaki’s heart, but it fades away the second Inoo opens his eyes once again and the only emotion the older boy is able to read in those dark orbs is happiness.
#33 - Fear
“Kei! Kill that thing immediately!” Takaki is standing on a chair, screaming in an high-pitched voice and pointing at something black and moving on the floor, while Inoo only shakes his head and wishes he had a camera to film all of these amusing moments.
#34 - Lightning/Thunder
When it’s raining Inoo often finds himself spacing out, thinking about all those stormy nights spent comforting a shaking and shrieking Takaki; maybe that’s the reason why he likes rainy days so much.
#35 - Bonds
“Are you sure this is a good idea?” Takaki whispers and he watches Inoo make a small cut on his index finger and doing the same to his seconds later, “Yeah. I think so.” before pressing their fingers together tightly, both of them wincing at the burning sensation.
#36 - Market
The cashier suddenly giggles when, amongst the packages of instant noodles, chips and other unhealthy food she scans a bottle of lubricant, making Inoo turn a deep shade of red as Takaki flashed her a lopsided smile.
#37 - Technology
Inoo arches an eyebrow when he finds Takaki -who’s trying to look cute and innocent- in front of himself, laptop in hand, “I, uh, might have deleted something and it doesn’t work anymore?”
#38 - Gift
14-year-old Takaki slumps down on the floor of the changing room dead tired, and he doesn’t think he will be able to move anymore (Let alone be a part of this group full of already well-known Juniors), until somebody else plops down next to him and hands him a box of Pocky, soft smile and gentle eyes of his leader, “Good practice, Takaki-kun.”
#39 - Smile
It was the smile, definitely, the angelic smile as pretty as a girl’s that made him fall this hard; because when Inoo smiles at him that way, Takaki’s heart does backflips inside his chest and he finds himself falling harder, each time.
#40 - Innocence
It would probably make everyone laugh, but Inoo often find himself thinking how endearing Takaki’s innocence is, the way he laughs like a little child on Christmas morning when he’s fooling around and playing with the others and when he tells him about wanting to spend the rest of his life together, because he’s happy and it feels just right; it makes Inoo think it could actually work out, after all.
#41 - Completion
They are free, it’s what he thinks at first, before the feeling of the group not being a part of him anymore hits him with full force, it’s done, they are done, no more concerts or singing or dancing or just simply fooling around; but it’s okay, because when something ends a different things begins, and he still has him, he still has Inoo at his side and he’s sure that the younger boy won’t leave him, too.
#42 - Clouds
There’s nothing in this world, Takaki thinks, nothing he loves more than coming home at night after a long day of practice or a tiring concert and falling immediately onto his bed (Without even bothering to change into something more comfortable), the softness of the mattress and Inoo’s warmth in his arms lulling him to sleep.
#43 - Sky
“Sometimes I wish I could fly,” Inoo hears Takaki say, the older boy’s arms wrapped around him from behind as they watch the city go by from the top of the building, “So that I could take you far away, and be with you forever.”
#44 - Heaven
Inoo gently perched himself on Takaki’s lap, smiling softly as he kissed the older boy’s cheek before snuggling against his chest, feeling Takaki’s arms wrap around him soon after and a kiss pressed to his temple.
#45 - Hell
Eyes wide, Inoo’s sight blurred almost instantly when he came back home that night, only to find his boyfriend in his bed -their bed-, hips swaying rhythmically, hands and mouths everywhere, long black hair sprawled all over his pillow and pretty eyes staring at him in horror a few moments after, as the beautiful girl (She was, he couldn’t help but think) tried to cover herself up.
#46 - Sun
Inoo jerked awake in Takaki’s arms (all he heard from the older boy was a sleepy groan and his arms tightening around him) as rays of sunlight suddenly hit both of their faces, and a Yabu with his hands on his hips standing annoyed beside the curtain came into view, “You’re late.”
#47 - Moon
“Kei, what if I buy a star and name it after you?” Inoo looks up from his English textbook, the frown he already had from not understanding a word of what he was reading worsening as he glances at his boyfriend, who was still staring at his laptop’s screen, grinning happily. “Or maybe a piece of the Moon would be better, then we could go live there when they find a way to!”
#48 - Waves
“I love you,” Inoo whispers against Takaki’s lips a second before those same lips are on his, kissing gently but firmly, and he grips the older boy’s shirt in his hands as he loses himself in the kiss, thoughts swaying in his mind without making sense because honestly, this is perfection.
#49 - Hair
The rest of BEST watched on amazed -and slightly disturbed- as Takaki, who had his head on Inoo’s lap, was practically purring in delight as his boyfriend was raking a hand through his hair (Yes, the holy hair); Inoo just looked at them and stuck out his tongue. “Privileges.”
#50 - Supernova
He’s in love, too in love, and he knows it because a single glance, a small smile and their fingers locking together manage to make his whole self burst with happiness; it’s love, and it’s beautiful, he thinks.