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[haikugoddess74]

Been dying to write. So many thoughts flying through my head. I'd love to get them organized but I think even writing them down its a big spaghetti mess of intertwined ideas. My husband just blinks at me sometimes when I talk. Sometimes its funny...sometimes its really annoying

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[moonlilli]

You lasted a lot longer than I did, so be proud of that. Being a mom is hard. And very consuming. I didn't make it to the end of my 6-week maternity leave before I was bawling about wanting to be me again. I barely made it through the pregnancy. And even now, with all the awesomeness that is Sam, even now I wonder if I could pull it off again. We've always talked about two kids, but I now really don't know. The thing is, I think, that Levi was even more intensive than a regular kid, so you had to throw yourself in 110% to even survive. In that light, I don't think you should be hard on yourself for letting 'you' be quiet for this long - you had to in the beginning and it takes awhile for something that complete to wear off

[haikugoddess74]

That's what I've been tryign to figure out. What options?...I've started thumbing through the book of classes from the local community college. Walter's schedule will hopefully mellow out by the end of the year. He says he will quit the liquor store come the first of the year....maybe we should stock up while he still has a discount ;P

I have been reading more and that has been great. I havent read a book in forever. Its much more relaxing than TV. I forgot that.

Thanks to the new babysitter we've been able to have one night a week for date night and that has been great! Its good to spend time with hubby and not be focused on all the things that need to get done around the house. But I have to remember the time for me alone part.