REPOST: Merlin - In My Golden Years I Was a Slave (Arthur/Merlin -NC-17)

[hackthis]

I am supposed to be writing Generation Kill porn. This is obviously not that. It's been a while since I've written any Merlin.

Merlin
Arthur/Merlin
NC-17

In My Golden Years I Was a Slave

Comments

[lamardeuse]

Princes do not beg anyone for anything. Princes want for naught. Princes are born and raised and moulded and created. Men, though, men want and need and desire. Princes are created, but underneath it all, they are just men. Arthur is just a man. He wants. He craves. Princes give orders, men take them. With Merlin, Arthur is only a man.

Oh, wow. This is hot and utterly brilliant.

[hackthis]

Thanks! :)

[atticlibrarian]

Yay! Yay! Yay! I don't care what kind of porn you write as long as it's porn. This is my favorite kind of Arthur...bottoming, introspective and a man before a prince.

[hackthis]

I'm glad you liked it!

[redheadaholic]

...and Arthur prays or keens or begs, whatever it is that people who are caught do when they want nothing more than to stay where they are for the rest of their days.

Man, that is just so completely right on about the way good sex with someone you really want really feels.

And this makes me think of e.e.cummings:

Arthur's most human moments, his most frail thoughts, come when Merlin mouths the nape of Arthur's neck and holds Arthur tight.

Which is a massive compliment, btw, at least from my point of view!

[hackthis]

I'm glad you liked it, thanks!

[marn_barn]

Very nice. Originally, I thought from the summary that this was a Merlin-centric fic. I was pleasantly surprised, and this fic is very hot to boot :D

[hackthis]

Thanks!

[sparky77]

And yet, Merlin denies him, because he can. Because Arthur lets him.

I didn't mention this specifically before, but that whole scene just killed me. Killed me! Like I was just sort of staring at the screen with my eyes glazed over because OH MY GOD, HOT!!!

[hackthis]

I'm glad you liked it :)