So running away again to Atlanta for another weekend. Escapism you say? It is. I am not going to deny it. Do I actually think I will escape my problems? I doubt it. I normally thrive on the holidays. Not this year. My growing sense of excitement has been replaced by a feeling of impending doom. I partially feel like I am running away from ( Read more... )

So I have finally really started opening up. I hope this is a trend and not a mirage. I have been bottled up for far too long! It would be nice to have some time go by that is free of surprises. It will happen at some point.

This is something fun. at least I hope it is. If it is not, plz let me know. I like fun. I need fun. ( Pictures of my LiveJournal Friends )

You know what? I'm fat. I fucking know it, so don't fucking remind me. Esp don't try to defend yourself when I tell you it hurts and then you point out how much fatter I am than everyone else. And these are "friends". Not like I have anything else on my fucking plate. Good thing I have people out there pointing these things out for me.

Ask me a question about each of the following topics:

1. friends
2. family
3. sex
4. music
5. drugs
6. love
7. livejournal
8. anything else you've ever wondered and wanted to ask

Just thought I would throw this out there. Next Sunday we will be finishing the packing on my sister's place and moving everything out. I could use some help. I know it has been awhile since she left us, but I can't explain how hard it is to try to pack up her stuff, much less just being over there. most everything is packed. The rest is just ( Read more... )

Just b/c a friend did it. Btw, a friend has made me some candles (for the second time now), that really help. Never deny something you don't understand just because you don't understand it. And here is my map...




( Read more... )

That about sums it up. Not only did dad talk to the coroner and find out everything about Kym and her condition when she was admitted to the hospital. He also found out that Chris and I lied to him about what we knew. I am not a liar. I just didn't think he would take this well since he feels that her alcoholism is his fault. And then lying on ( Read more... )

but I'm not. I can't sleep. I am so hurt and angry and upset. I just can't seal with it anymore! my brother and I met with the coroner today. these are just words that should never be said. it's not comfortable. not matter who you say it to, it puts them off guard. I left the meeting with the coroner shattered, and had to go right into work ( Read more... )

I have to admit, I have had a GREAT 48 hours! Between the 2 shows at Assumption, I went out with several cast members to Big Rock. We began a cake eating contest, and then much Chaos ensued. See the video here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LqVu7FJpw9MRead more... )