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[gwyon_bach]

I have to remember this. I have to, because I keep forgetting, and when I forget it, there is no hope for me. Its like I should engrave it on the inside of my eyelids, fill the scars with glow-in-the-dark paint, just so its there every time I close my eyes. So I do not forget

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[arthwollipot]

I have spent my life waiting to die.

That's no way to live. Use what you've got.

[devils_gateway]

I agree.

[miss_terri_girl]

Whereas I have spent my life not being able to believe that I am actually alive
Amounts to much the same, in the end.

[earthnative]

I dunno if I've ever REALLY committed to anything. Sometimes I thought I was at the time, but then not so sure later on.

But that's just cos I'm a lazy sod too.

Because I have spent my life waiting to die.
I'm with arthwollipot here... death is merely the thing that happens after all the good living bits.

[gwyon_bach]

Most of the time, I do pretty well. There is just this tendency buried down there somewhere that has a habit of coming out and drowning me in banality whenever I feel 'safe' or 'comfortable' or 'stable'.

Blah, me ramble. Me stop now.

[azahru]

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